Page 59 of Fear of Intimacy

“Hm?” I waited patiently as he tried to figure out the right words. After a moment, he seemed to steel himself for whatever he needed to get off his chest.

“You aren’t going to go home and regret this, are you?” I'd never seen him look so vulnerable. The question took me by surprise, yet not really. I knew with everything that happened between us, it would make sense for him to be wary. Worried that I’d run again.

The thing was, I wanted Trevor from the moment I met him. I just got scared and let my past get in the way. Now that I knew what it was like to have him, I had no plans of letting him go. Something he was about to learn.

“No.” My fingers ran through his hair. “I think you’re stuck with me for a while.” I felt the tension slowly seep from his body at my words.

With a small smile, I bent down, placing a kiss on his lips. Each kiss set my whole body on fire in a way I’d never feltbefore. I half expected my foot to pop up, just like in the movies.

A moan formed in my throat as Trevor deepened the kiss, his fingertips digging into the back of my thighs. He was seconds away from pulling me onto his lap, I knew it. And if he did, I knew I wouldn’t be leaving his bed anytime soon. I was very easily going to become addicted to having sex with Trevor. It was that good.

When I pulled away, Trevor groaned, dropping his head against my stomach. I was glad to see I wasn’t the only one affected.

“Sunshine.”

Sunshine.

It was my new favorite word.

“I have to go.” Trevor let out one more groan before loosening his grip on me. “Come on, you big baby.” Grabbing his arms, I tried to pull him off the bed, but he didn’t move an inch as I tugged. He sat there watching me with an amused grin.

“God, what do you eat?” I groaned, planting my feet and pulling harder.

“Are you saying I eat too much?” he said, acting offended.

“Yes.”

“That’s a mean thing to say, Sunshine.”

“Yeah, but it’s true.” I flashed him a grin.

“This is all muscle, I assure you.”

I scoffed at his words.

“You would know. You’re the one who licked my abs just a few hours ago,” Trevor said with a smirk, making my cheeks flush. “Cat got your tongue?”

“Fine, you can get up on your own.” I stuck my tongue out at him, acting like a little kid, as I turned on my heel and headed for the door.

Just as I predicted, I only made it to the hallway beforeTrevor grabbed me by the waist, turning me around until my back was pressed against the wall. He towered over me, one hand on my waist and the other on the wall above my head.

“Just going to leave without a goodbye?” His face hovered over mine, his bare chest taunting me.

“Bye,” I said cheekily.

“I’d be very careful, Sunshine.” His warning tone had me biting my lip.

“Or what?” Trevor’s jaw clenched as he nudged my legs apart before wedging his knee between them. I was trapped between the wall and his body, his knee pressed against my center.

“You’ll learn the hard way what happens when you talk back to me.” Never before had just a few words made me so wet. The rebel side of my brain told me to push him. Push him enough to see what would happen.

Almost like he heard what I was thinking, the corner of his mouth quirked up. He applied more pressure against my pussy. His hand grabbed my hair, pulling it tight into a fist as he gently but firmly tilted my head back.

“Someone likes the thought of that, don’t they?” I went to nod, but he shook his head. “Words. I want to hear you say it.”

I was pretty sure I would have melted into a puddle if he wasn’t for him holding me up.

“Yes.” It came out in a breathy whisper.

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