Page 76 of The Well of Ascension

“These are troop concentrations and night patrols,” Zane said, scribbling down some numbers and diagrams on the paper. “I observed them tonight, while I was in Luthadel.”

“Very good, my lord,” the soldier said. “We appreciate your help.”

Zane paused. Then he slowly continued to write. “Soldier, you are not my superior. You aren’t even my equal. I am not ‘helping’ you. I am seeing to the needs of my army. Do you understand?”

“Of course, my lord.”

“Good,” Zane said, finishing his notes and handing the paper to the soldier. “Now, leave—or I’ll do as a friend has suggested and ram this pen through your throat.”

The soldier accepted the paper, then quickly withdrew. Zane waited impatiently. Straff did not arrive. Finally, Zane cursed quietly and Pushed open the tent flaps and strode out. Straff’s tent was a blazing red beacon in the night, well lit by numerous lanterns. Zane passed the guards, who knew better than to bother him, and entered the king’s tent.

Straff was having a late dinner. He was a tall man, brown of hair like both his sons—the two important ones, at least. He had fine nobleman’s hands, which he used to eat with finesse. He didn’t react as Zane entered.

“You’re late,” Straff said.

“Kill him,” God said.

Zane clinched his fists. This command from the voice was the hardest to ignore. “Yes,” he said. “I’m late.”

“What happened tonight?” Straff asked.

Zane glanced at the servants. “We should do this in the command tent.”

Straff continued to sip his soup, staying where he was, implying that Zane had no power to order him about. It was frustrating, but not unexpected. Zane had used virtually the same tactic on the nightwatch officer just moments before. He had learned from the best.

Finally, Zane sighed, taking a seat. He rested his arms on the table, idly spinning a dinner knife as he watched his father eat. A servant approached to ask Zane if he wanted a meal, but he waved the man away.

“Kill Straff,” God commanded. “You should be in his place. You are stronger than he is. You are more competent.”

But I’m not as sane,Zane thought.

“Well?” Straff asked. “Do they have the Lord Ruler’s atium or not?”

“I’m not sure,” Zane said.

“Does the girl trust you?” Straff asked.

“She’s beginning to,” Zane said. “I did see her use atium, that once, fighting Cett’s assassins.”

Straff nodded thoughtfully. He really was competent; because of him, the Northern Dominance had avoided the chaos that prevailed in the rest of the Final Empire. Straff’s skaa remained under control, his noblemen quelled. True, he had been forced to execute a number of people to prove that he was in charge. But, he did what needed to be done. That was one attribute in a man that Zane respected above all others.

Especially since he had trouble displaying it himself.

“Kill him!”God yelled. “You hate him! He kept you in squalor, forcing you to fight for your survival as a child.”

He made me strong,Zane thought.

“Then use that strength to kill him!”

Zane grabbed the carving knife off the table. Straff looked up from his meal, then flinched just slightly as Zane sliced the flesh of his own arm. He cut a long gash into the top of his forearm, drawing blood. The pain helped him resist the voice.

Straff watched for a moment, then waved for a servant to bring Zane a towel so he wouldn’t get blood on the rug.

“You need to get her to use atium again,” Straff said. “Elend may have been able to gather one or two beads. We’ll only know the truth if she runs out.” He paused, turning back to his meal. “Actually, what you need to do is get her to tell you where the stash is hidden, if they even have it.”

Zane sat, watching the blood seep from the gash on his forearm. “She’s more capable than you think, Father.”

Straff raised an eyebrow. “Don’t tell me you believe those stories, Zane? The lies about her and the Lord Ruler?”

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