I blinked, my pulse hammering in my ears. I could still hear it. I swore I could still hear it.
 
 Tha-da. Tha-da. Tha-da.
 
 "HEY!" My voice cracked, raw, desperate. "I'M HERE! Please! I'M FUCKING RIGHT HERE! HELP! HELP ME!"
 
 I stumbled forward, my injured leg screaming in pain, but I didn't care. I kept moving, reaching, shouting, praying.
 
 "PLEASE!"
 
 The sound faded.
 
 My heart plummeted.
 
 No.
 
 No.
 
 I whirled in circles, searching the sky, my breath heaving, my vision swimming, my body barely holding itself together.
 
 But there was nothing.
 
 No helicopter. No sound. No rescue. Nothing.
 
 I let out a sharp, ragged sob, my chest caving in on itself.
 
 My legs buckled.
 
 I hit the snow hard, my knees sinking into the white fluff, my entire body shaking violently.
 
 This was it.
 
 This was the end.
 
 I sucked in a breath, my head tilting toward the sky, my vision blurring with exhaustion and cold and tears.
 
 And then, barely more than a whisper?—
 
 "Adrian…"
 
 My voice was a breath, a ghost, a prayer that fell on the brutal wilderness.
 
 If a man screams into the wild and no one is there to hear, does he make a sound?
 
 "Elena…"
 
 Their names felt like a lifeline, the last thing anchoring me to this world.
 
 I had failed them.I had failed.
 
 Tears slipped down my frozen cheeks, my breath heaving, rattling. I couldn't go on. This was the end of the road.
 
 I took off my gloves, giving in.
 
 I pressed my hands together, my fingers cracked and shaking, and whispered,
 
 "God, forgive me. You fucking win."
 
 I closed my eyes, and the darkness swallowed me whole.