I must find what she is drinking.
I must cut off her supply.
Before she realizes she is no longer dying.
Before she turns on me first.
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Iscrub my hands raw.
The water in the basin is already stained pink, swirls of red spiraling against the porcelain like ghosts refusing to leave.
Mira’s blood.
I tell myself it will wash away. That it is only skin, only flesh, only remnants of someone I could not save.
But it will not leave me.
I feel it under my nails, soaked into my palms, threading through every breath I take.
Another life. Gone because of me.
I grip the edges of the basin, my breath sharp. The room tilts, swaying under the weight of everything I have been ignoring—the hunger for vengeance, the shame of my own weakness, the kiss that still lingers on my lips.
I should have known better.
I do know better.
But I still let myself fall into him.
I let him touch me.
I let myself want him.
And now Mira is dead.
Coincidence?
No.
No, I don’t believe in coincidences.
I swallow hard and straighten, meeting my own gaze in the mirror.
I look the same.
But I am not.
Something inside me has cracked.
Something old and ugly and waiting.
It wants.
Not just revenge.