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Staring at him hungrily, Gadiel said, “Look at me.”

Will did as he was told, his expression dark.His cock was jutting out of his pants obscenely, nearly purple, the foreskin pulled all the way back to reveal the swollen, dripping crown.

“Don’t look away from me,” Gadiel said. He relaxed his jaw and opened his mouth wider, teasing Will’s cockhead with histongue. Holding Will’s gaze, he said, “Now fuck me. Use my mouth.”

Will groaned. Grabbing Gadiel’s hair, he started fucking into him roughly, his feverish gaze fixed on Gadiel’s face. He slammed into his throat once, twice, and came with a low groan that sounded more like a growl.

Gadiel swallowed everything greedily. It was very salty, but it wasWill’scome going inside him, and there was no bigger turn-on. Yanking his zipper down, he pulled his aching erection out and stroked it roughly, moaning around Will’s half-hard cock. He lifted his gaze and found Will still staring at him, as though entranced against his will.

It was enough to push him over the edge.

Gadiel came with a muffled moan, burying his face against Will’s hard thigh.

He closed his eyes, shivering with the aftershocks of pleasure. Will smelled so good, felt so good against him, even fully clothed—solid, firm, strong.

But all too soon, Will was pulling away. There was the sound of a zipper.

Gadiel’s stomach clenched. It was over.

He’d made Will lose control, but at what cost?

Chapter 17

“Gadiel.”

He opened his eyes reluctantly.

Will was fully dressed, looking as composed and untouchable as ever, his face impossible to read.

Gadiel blushed when their eyes met, becoming hyper-aware of his own disheveled state, of his soft cock still on display, of his sore throat. From Will’s cock.

Shivering, Gadiel licked his lips. They felt swollen and oversensitive too.

Will’s eyes flicked down to them and his jaw tightened, something flickering in his eyes. Discomfort? Unease? Something else?

Their gazes met again, and Gadiel’s stomach did a little flip-flop. He fixed his clothes, feeling flustered and unsure.

He’d never been in a situation like that. His sexual encounters usually ended very abruptly, either with the other man kicking Gadiel out or with Gadiel slipping away while the other guy was in the shower. He’d never had sex with someone he knew, someone he was really into—someone he wanted to be around after sex.

“Are you angry with me?” Gadiel said, getting to his feet.

“Why would I be angry with you?” Will said, somewhat stiffly.

Gadiel frowned.In his experience, closeted men—and all of his hookups had been with closeted men—often became assholes after getting off, insisting that Gadiel had seduced them and they were actually “not like that.” He’d expected Will to treat him similarly. He might not have been closeted, but he was straight.“Because I sort of bullied you into it?”

Will’s lips twisted. “You didn’t exactly hold me at gunpoint. I’m not in the habit of blaming other people for my actions.”

Gadiel chewed on his lip, unable to get a read on him. Anger at least would have been familiar. “Well, that’s a relief,” he said lightly. “I’m usually the evil seducer of law-abiding straight men.”

Will’s expression hardened, his lips thinning. But his voice was soft when he said, “Then you picked the wrong men.”

Gadiel didn’t know what to say. He felt... He wanted...

“Probably,” he said, averting his gaze and crossing his arms over his chest. “But in my defense, this country isn’t exactly full of openly gay men. Everyone is closeted, and the pressure of the culture, religion and law... It’s... You can probably imagine it can get pretty toxic. No one wants to be gay here.” He shrugged, feeling terribly small. “I guess for many straight men it’s easier to stay in denial and blame someone else for making them gay.”

“That’s bullshit,” Will said, his voice clipped. “Those men aren’t straight; they’re just assholes. I’m not going to act like you forced me to put my cock in your mouth.”When Gadiel looked at him, Will gave him a wry smile. “It wasn’t exactly my finest moment, but I take full responsibility for my actions.”

Gadiel huffed, glaring at him exaggeratedly. “Not your finest moment? I blew your goddamn mind!”

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