Page 37 of Just a Bit Guarded

The patronizing, amused tone pissed Gadiel off.“You’re the one bluffing,” he said. “You don’t actually expect that I’ll do it, Mr. Straight.”

Will looked down at him steadily, studying him. “I think initially you didn’t mean it, but I know you’ll really throw yourself at the first man you see just to prove it to me, out of spite.” He sounded almostfond.Itwas singularly infuriating, how well he could read Gadiel.

“I hate you,” Gadiel said with feeling.

“Sure you do.”

Gadiel gripped Will’s lean, strong hips. “But Iwillsuck your cock,” he said, glaring up at him. “I will. Don’t think I won’t. And you’re going to enjoy it.”

“I feel very threatened,” Will said dryly. “But I’ll try not to faint.”

Gadiel scowled at him, hating how composed Will looked again. He hated it, absolutely loathed it. He wanted to see some real emotion. He was going to make Will lose it, or die trying.

Leaning forward, Gadiel pressed his face against Will’s crotch.

Oh god.

He breathed in, literally shaking. No. He needed to keep a cool head if he wanted Will to lose his composure. He couldn’t just slobber all over Will’s cock as though he was gagging for it, no matter how badly he wanted to. He couldn’t let Will know that he was hard as a rock just from that—from having his face pressed against Will’s soft cock through the fabric of his boxer-briefs. It was so damn pathetic, but god, he wanted him. Hewanted this man. He wanted his cock. He was drooling at the mere idea of getting to suck it, of beingallowedto suck it. Somehow, it was both mortifying and incredibly arousing, the fact that Will was allowing him to suck his cock despite not being attracted to men. He felt likethankinghim for the privilege, and it was so humiliating. It wasn’t even a pity fuck; it was worse. And yet, here he was, gagging for it, like the worst kind of cockslut.

Get a grip, he snapped at himself. This wasn’t sex. This was about making Will lose his composure at last.

Closing his eyes, Gadiel inhaled deeply, nuzzling Will’s cock through his dark boxer-briefs before finding the head and sucking on it through the fabric. He moaned, and Will’s cock twitched, starting to harden against his lips. Oh god, he was making Will hard. He, Gadiel.

Gadiel opened his eyes and looked up. Locking his gaze with Will’s, he dragged Will’sboxer-briefs down and gave his hardening cock a long, lewd lick. Will’s jaw was locked, his nostrils flaring as he watched Gadiel lick his cock like a giant, delicious lollipop. And fuck, it was unfair that Will had one of the nicest cocks Gadiel had ever seen: long and thick, covered in mouthwatering veins. Gadiel wanted it inside him. He wanted to choke on it. He wanted to sit on it. He wanted Will to wreck him with it.

“You’re hard for me,” he said with wonder, twirling his tongue over the fat cockhead. Will washard. Hard as steel. Because of him, Gadiel.

“I’m not dead,” Will said, his body rigid with tension. He looked sexy as hell, still in his dark suit, his hard cock jutting out of his pants obscenely. “I haven’t gotten laid in months.”

Gadiel glared up at him, wanting him so badly and hating him for not wanting him back. But of course Will didn’t really want him. His body was simply responding to physical stimulation.Will was straight. He was merely allowing Gadiel to suck his cock, throwing a bone to a starved dog he pitied. Self-sacrificing asshole.

A fresh wave of humiliation and rage made him redouble his efforts. He took the cock into his mouth and started sucking for real, employing every trick he knew. He would make Will love this, hewouldmake him lose control.

But before long, Gadielwas the one losing control, moaning around the hard length in his mouth, unable to get enough.There were very few things heloved more than sucking on a nice, fat cock, and it had been so long that he was embarrassingly close to coming just from this: from choking on his straight bodyguard’s cock and trying to get more of it into his mouth.

No. No, this couldn’t be happening. Hewas supposed to makeWilllose it.

But Will wasn’t losing his composure yet. His face was tense, his jaw locked, and his eyes were fixed on the opposite wall. Was he imagining that it was a woman sucking his cock?

Gadiel pulled off Will’s cock and ground out, “Look at me!”Look at me, look at me, look atme.

Gray-blue eyes finally shifted to Gadiel’s face, and something like a grimace crossed Will’s face. “I’d rather not,” he said roughly, looking away again. “Just finish it.”

Gadiel saw red.“What’s the matter?” he said nastily, his eyes stinging. “You don’t want to look at the faggot sucking yourcock?” He wrapped his fingers around Will’s hard cock, stroking it roughly. “Look at this, look how hard you got for this faggot—”

“It’s not that,” Will bit out, looking pained as he closed his eyes. His hips started thrusting into Gadiel’s grip involuntarily. He was close. He was very close, his cock practically throbbing in Gadiel’s hand.

Gadiel gripped the base vindictively, stopping his orgasm. “Liar,” he said, licking the precome on the head.

Will hissed, his hips jerking forward. “Let me come, damn you.”

Breathing hard, Gadiel looked at his tense face, and then looked at the angry, hard cock in his hand. Hewanted. He wanted it inside him. He wanted to feel Will inside him, not just in his mouth. But it was never happening. So he’d take the next best thing.

Leaning in, he took the weeping cock back into his mouth and brought Will close to an orgasm again—and pulled off at the last moment, gripping the base again.

“Gadiel!” Will’s voice was more of a growl now, frustration rolling off him in waves.

Gadiel. His name sounded so right. He wanted to make Will scream it.

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