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Finally, she was there. She lifted her hips right off the bed and slammed them back down as she let out a keening scream. Jozef tightened his hold, pinning her down while she wiggled and shouted her orgasm. She felt a gush of fluid leave her body as the waves continued.

Chapter Twenty-Six

When Jozef looked up at her, his eyes were so dark blue they looked black. He looked like the big bad wolf about to eat a sheep. And she was his meal, staked out on the bed. He stood, his hands dropping to his pants. He unbuttoned and unzipped then dropped them to his feet. He wasn’t wearing underwear.

His penis was an awesome sight. Not because it was the biggest or longest Shaun had ever seen. She was a doctor; she’d seen a lot of cock in her career. It was beautiful though, long, thick and fully erect.

No, what drew her was the man himself. His confident nudity. The power emanating from him. He was a conqueror and she was his prize. It suddenly made sense to her, even though it wasn’t logical. He’d seen her, he’d wanted her, he’d taken her. Shaun had never experienced that kind of desire. The consuming drive behind a courtship.

Maybe their circumstances drove them together. His need for a doctor and her being in the right place at the right time to fulfill his need. But it wasn’t the doctor he wanted now; it was the woman. And that knowledge was extremely heady.

Shaun reached for him as he dropped onto the bed, wrapping her arms around his shoulders and clinging to him as he pressed his lips into the sensitive spot between her neck and shoulder. She wiggled underneath him until he wrapped his arms so tight around her, she could hardly move. Instead of feeling trapped though, she felt safe.

He reached down between them, guiding his rock-hard cock to her entrance. Shaun gasped as he pressed himself inside her, taking his sweet time as he filled her completely, pushing inch after inch inside as she lay gasping and soaring from the rush of endorphins washing over her. Even though he had a big cock and it’d been a while since Shaun last had sex, she took him without too much discomfort. He’d prepared her to the point that she was dripping for him.

Shaun could feel the tension thrumming through his body as he held himself rigid above her. He lifted his head to look down at her, wrapping his big hands around her head and holding her. The look in his eyes was so intense it melted her. She read him without words. He was concerned for her comfort, but he desperately wanted to fuck her.

She smiled tremulously and whispered, “I’m okay.”

His eyes darkened to cobalt and he gave a slight nod. Then he began moving his hips, pulling out of her almost completely and then filling her again. Even though his thrusts were slow, she was left gasping, her heart hammering, her body vibrating with tension. She felt incredible.

She stretched beneath him, luxuriating in his long, slow strokes before reaching up to grip his strong arms. She lifted her legs to wrap them tightly around his waist, then tilted her hips and thrust forward in one smooth move as he pushed into her.

His eyes flared in pleasure and he let out a guttural groan.

Shaun grinned and wiggled her hips again, tightening her kegel muscles.

Jozef let out another growl, this one more ferocious than the last. He gripped her so hard she let out a squeak, then he slammed into her hard enough to thrust her up the bed. Shaun let out a shriek and gripped the sheets while he took hold of her waist and dragged her back down the bed, continuing to fuck her in a flurry of aggressive thrusts. It was like fucking a hurricane. She had no choice but to hold on and take it.

Shaun twisted her head to the side and hid a grin in the pillow next to her. It felt fucking amazing! She hadn’t let free and allowed herself to enjoy the sheer bliss of a good fuck in so long she was starting to wonder if she’d ever really had a good fuck. She’d only ever hooked up with doctors or one-night stands from the bar. She could definitely say nothing had compared to this.

All she could do is hang on as he pounded into her, his hands wrapped around her hips, holding her in place as he took his pleasure from her body while giving her just as much in return. Shaun flew higher and higher toward the shining peak. This sensation was different though; she’d never come through vaginal penetration. Hell, she’d been pretty sure it was a myth.

As it turned out, not a myth. With each thrust he sent her soaring, tilting her hips at just the right angle so that he was hitting her g-spot again. Shaun let out a high-pitched cry as he shoved her right over the edge of another incredible orgasm. Her brain went fuzzy and blank while her hips pumped of their own volition, milking him of every ounce of pleasure he had to give.

Jozef gripped her so hard Shaun had a brief second to wonder if he might actually be able to crush her hips before he let out another guttural growl and followed her over the edge. She felt hot jets touch everything inside her, bathing her with his semen. She gloried in the feeling, stretching her arms wide and grinning.

Jozef gripped her face, forcing her to look at him. His expression was serious, but his eyes were soft. He dropped his forehead to hers and stared at her, allowing her to see the shifting emotions. Her heart pounded and she suddenly felt vulnerable, like they’d just had a life changing moment together. But it was only sex. It wasn’t that important. Something they’d both done before with other people.

A sensation ran through Shaun as she thought about Jozef with other women. With Giselle, who clearly thought she had some kind of claim on him. The feeling of vulnerability intensified until Shaun thought she would suffocate if she was forced to lay underneath Jozef for another second.

She shoved his shoulders and said in a high thin voice, “I need to get up.”

When he didn’t react quickly enough, she slapped her palm against his bare shoulder and said in a louder voice, “Jozef, let me up!”

He frowned at her and a shutter dropped over his expression. He rolled to the side, releasing his grip. Shaun scrambled off the bed and stood shaking next to it, her arms wrapped around herself. She must have looked truly stricken because he frowned in concern and sat up, reaching for her. Shaun jumped away and shook her head. “I just need a minute, okay?”

He studied her for a second, then nodded. Shaun ran for the bathroom, slamming it shut and leaning against it. She didn’t bother locking it. She’d locked it before and Jozef had let himself in without even alerting her. She covered her face with her hands and tried to get a grip on herself. She felt like she was in shock. Her heart was racing, she was shaking, tears were pricking her eyes.

Did she regret what they’d just done? She thought long and hard about it and decided she did not regret having sex with Jozef. It was easily the most pleasurable moment of her life and she was going to treasure it as a perfect memory.

Then why was she so fucked up over it? She pushed away from the door and paced the bathroom.

“Oh god,” she moaned as semen and vaginal fluids dripped down her thighs.

She grabbed a towel and pressed it against herself, trying to wipe away the evidence. Then it hit her. They’d fucked without a condom. Shaun never had sex without protection. EVER. This moment was unprecedented in so many ways. What if Jozef had an STI? Shaun certainly didn’t, but he didn’t know that. They’d been reckless.

Then there was that possibility of a baby. Shaun wasn’t on birth control because she’d been too busy with her job in Ukraine to re-administer her Depo-Provera shot. She hadn’t worried though, because she hadn’t intended on hooking up with anyone. She was too busy for even a casual fling.

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