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The three men who'd threatened her in the alley now lay on the ground unmoving. After determining that the first man was dead, she reached for the next, trying to find his neck in the darkness. Before she could locate his pulse, Jozef took her by the arm and dragged her off the pavement, pulling her into his chest. His piercing eyes gleamed down at her as he surveyed her.

"Boss, time to get out of here," Havel said from behind them.

"But…" Shaun twisted around to stare at the dark shapes on the ground in the alley. She was certain all three were dead, but she should make sure, help if she could.

Jozef dragged her out of the alley and looked around. Spotting their vehicle, he pulled Shaun toward it. He flung the door open and shoved Shaun inside. She scrambled in, her dress riding up her thighs. She didn't care though. She clung to the door on the opposite side of the car, her terrified gaze on Jozef as he slid inside. He didn't look at her, but calmly buckled his seatbelt.

Shaun was shaking so bad she couldn’t manage her own seatbelt. She was covered in blood. It was all over her dress, her arms and in her hair. Panic rose up inside her and she began trying to rub the blood away. Trying to erase the violence.

She let out a panicked shriek as Jozef reached across the car and took hold of her. He shoved the seatbelt out of her shaking hands and pulled her across the back seat until she was sitting on his lap. He wrapped an arm around her head and pressed it against his chest while reaching out to tap Karl on the shoulder, indicating he should start driving.

Jozef held her tight, pressing her hard against his chest as the vehicle pulled into traffic. He tipped her chin, forcing her to look up at him. He breathed deeply, taking several breaths through his nose and then releasing with his mouth. He tapped her mouth, indicating she should do the same.

Shaun automatically complied, taking long shuddering breaths into her lungs and then releasing the air. Each deep breath released some of the panic threatening to choke her, until she found herself relaxing against Jozef, listening to his heartbeats and following his lead, breathing in and out in unison.

She was still terrified, yes, and sick to her stomach from what she'd seen, but Jozef had saved her. He hadn't hesitated. He'd simply killed the men accosting her, for no other reason that she could see except that they were attacking her. It'd been automatic, as though he’d been doing it forever.

The tears started to fall, but she ignored them. She dug her fists into his leather jacket, clinging to the only anchor she had in the choppy seas of the new life she was being forced into. Jozef wrapped his arms around her and held her tightly, telling her without words that he would be her anchor.

Chapter Twenty-Five

Once again, Jozef carried Shaun through the house to his suite. This time Shaun didn’t care who saw them. She was traumatized by what she’d experienced in the alley and Jozef was her only source of comfort. It didn’t matter to her that he was largely responsible for the trauma. She clung to him as though she’d die if he let go.

He strode through the mansion, ignoring his aunt’s exclamation as she came hurrying down the stairs toward them.

“What happened?” Dasha asked sharply.

Jozef let out a ferocious growl and continued through the house to his apartment, ignoring Dasha, who rushed after them. Jozef set Shaun down long enough to unlock the door to his suite and then pushed her inside, slamming the door shut behind them and locking it. He ignored his aunt’s frustrated exclamation from the other side, took Shaun’s hand and pulled her through the sitting room into the bedroom. He slammed the door shut and locked it.

Shaun backed away from him, her previous desire for his comfort quickly evaporating into fear. She’d run away from him again, and as a result he’d killed three men. He was going to be furious. What if he decided to really punish her this time? Maybe he thought she hadn’t learned her lesson in the shed.

But when he turned to look at her, his expression was one she hadn’t seen before. He looked… contrite.

I’m sorry, this shouldn’t have happened. His hand movements were angry and jerky.I shouldn’t have scared you. I allowed my anger with Giselle to eclipse my better judgment.

She shook her head. “It was my fault,” she said dismally, her eyes on his hands because they were easier to look at than his frightening granite expression. “I shouldn’t have run like that without thinking about where I was going. I should have realized you might have enemies.”

Indeed, I do have enemies, but it’s my job to protect you from them. We should have been prepared. You should not have been able to leave the club.

Shaun suspected as much. She’d taken them all by surprise when she bolted out the back door of the club. It was probably sheer luck and adrenalin that carried her as far away from Jozef and his men as she’d managed to get.

She stared at him in despair. This was yet another reminder of how much she didn’t fit into Jozef’s world. She couldn’t go more than a few hours without getting herself into trouble.

“Do you… do you know those men?”

He frowned and shook his head.I didn’t recognize them, but it was dark in the alley. Havel will get back to me with identifications.

She glanced down at her arms and saw the little flecks of rust red blood drops staining her skin. She automatically began scrubbing at it with her nails. It was a weird sensation being so freaked out by blood. She’d seen plenty of blood, probably far more than the average human, yet she’d never seen it spilled in violence until she met Jozef.

“I need to take a shower.” She tried to keep the edge of panic from her tone.

Jozef nodded.I will have some tea sent up. It will warm you.

She realized that she was shivering. The shock of the past hour was rushing through her veins and giving her the shakes.

“Can you have them send up something a little stronger?” she asked.

A small smile stretched Jozef’s lips and he nodded.Of course.