Page 36 of Knot that Simple

Once it was done, they all three stood up and watched me, tied and spread on the bed. I tested the ropes, first my arms then legs, but I couldn't move. I was completely vulnerable to them.

Heat blossomed from my chest—they were noticing every piece of me. The belly rolls, the pregnancy stretch marks, the thick legs with cellulite. I wanted to be beautiful for them, a prize they gladly showed off.

This body gave me Alice. It was strong enough to endure long shifts so I could provide for us. I had to love my body for what it did for me, and yet, the skinny white girl from a magazine still mocked me every time I looked down at my stomach.

I didn’t notice I closed my eyes until I felt someone touching my cheek. I looked to Tadgh, his eyes full of honesty.

“You’re so perfect. My heart skips a beat every time I look at you. Thank you for giving us this.”

Emotion bubbled from my chest to my throat, choking me in tears. He was too soft as he spoke to me, too good. I swallowed my emotions, just nodding as a tear ran down my cheek.

“We’ll spend the rest of our lives showing you what we see. The most beautiful woman I've ever seen.”

My smile was teary when Tadgh leaned over to kiss me. I felt another mouth by my shoulder, and I turned for a kiss, only then realizing it was Oisin. I expected a lot having sex with three men, for it to be hot, challenging, freeing, and scary.

I never expected it to be this sweet.

Oisin kissed me tenderly, his thumbs drying the tears running down my cheeks. Tadgh took his place beside me, papering kisses down my jaw, and I felt Lorcan at the end of the bed, holding my feet, his thumbs carving into my soles.

I was getting a foot massage while two men took turns kissing me.

What was this life?

I giggled with myself, and Tadgh let my lips go. “I love that sound.” He kissed me on the tip of my nose.

Lorcan’s hands moved from my feet to my calf and all the way up my leg. He looked so serious watching me, his eyes tracing every inch of exposed skin. With his thumb, he circled my clit, reminding me of all those orgasms I was having non-stop. He didn’t take long there, dipping two finger inside my pussy, pumping slowly while I shifted around, yanking the ropes when I forget I was restrained.

He made a show of moving his fingers off me, bringing to his lips and tasting them. His blue eyes were shining, full of promises and wickedness.

“Hold her.”

I was already tied to the bed, so I couldn’t possibly see what else he needed, but those questions were answered when Tadgh took one leg and Oisin the other, holding under my knee and baring me to Lorcan.

My eyes were wide as saucers, yet he just chuckled, lining up with my entrance. For a second, he held my gaze, an understanding passing between us that this was going to change both of our lives.

And he thrusted in slowly, the cords of his neck bulging as if he was holding back.

“Mo chroíyou're so fucking tight.”

I whimpered, my mouth falling open when there was no end to his thrust. He was big, long, and every inch destroyed me a little.

“Breathe,” Oisin coached me, his eyes locked on mine while he held my legs up so his friend could fuck me.

“Oh God...” I moaned loudly when Tadgh licked my nipple.

Oisin reached for my clit, working as Lorcan grunted above me, his damp skin slapping against mine, his cock so deep, I saw stars. Lorcan held the headboard, using it to sink even deeper, my eyes rolling to the back of my skull.

“You take me so well,mo chroí. Look at that pretty pussy all stretched for me.”

This man. This mouth.

“Fuck,” I cursed, followed by unintelligent sounds.

I came again, and this time, I felt it everywhere. I was out of my body, disconnected from who I used to be. I was just skin and desire.

Lorcan grunted, my wrist burning from the strains of every yank of the ropes. I felt him grow, his knot trying to make space inside when I couldn’t stretch any more.

He closed his hand over my neck, and I was completely overtaken, impaling me on his cock, forcing his knot inside.

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