Mia closes her eyes.
Maybe she thinks it will help, but I know better.
The demons will just follow her into her dreams. “I lost everything.”
She opens her eyes.
“How did you end up here?” I ask, trying to split her open, to indulge in the world of getting to know someone, despite the fact that I already do. “In London?”
“I applied for an art scholarship. And got it.” Her voice catches. “Somehow.”
She runs her finger over her art, sighing wistfully.
“That’s how I ended up at the Slade School of Fine Art. Which is how I ended up here.” She blinks.
I don’t.
She swallows.
I don’t.
She keeps going, unable to stop herself.
I keep watching, unable to look away. “I already have my bachelor’s and now I’m a year into my master’s program.Debt-free.”
I nod.
“Before this, I worked at a pub.”
Before me, she was nothing.
After me, she’ll be even less.
“Somehow managing to keep my head above water. And then… you hired me to clean, so… now I’m here… I guess.”
“I’ve been planning a show for local students,” I say, watching her for a reaction. “Though there is a stipulation.”
Her voice is raw and amused. “You and your damn stipulations. What is it this time? Do I need to pose nude?”
She’s putting herself on the line.
She’s putting herself at my mercy, at my feet.
It’s where she belongs.
“No.” I leave a chasm between us.
A distance she can’t cross without falling. “Your body is for my eyes only, Mia.”
I watch her swallow hard.
I watch her come undone.
I let the silence strip us bare.
Her eyes meet mine, and the effect is devastating.
I should have mercy.