“Tell me again.” It’s a husky order that I’m more than happy to obey.
“I want you to fuck me.”
Knotting his fingers in my hair, he jerks me against him and kisses me so hard, I’m starting to believe in spontaneous combustion again. Drawing back, he reaches into his back pocket, puts a packet in his mouth, then kicks out of his jeans.
I bite the wrapper to steal it and open it up. His smoldering gaze stays on me as I figure out which side is what, then slowly roll it over his cock. Ash kisses me again. “That’s so fucking hot.”
My foot brushes his calf, and he takes a slow breath, “this is going to hurt, baby. I’m going slow.”
“Okay.” I brace myself for pain and instead of just thrusting in, he works my clit with his fingers, slow and gently while kissing me.
“Relax.” He hums against my mouth. “Tell me to stop if you want to.”
“I want this,” I say.
He kisses me again, distracting me with his tongue and the quick circles around my clit as he presses the head of his cock right where I need it, where I’m aching for him. But he’s right, as soon as he pushes in, there’s a burning pain that makes me breathless.
I push on his shoulders, and he holds still despite continuing to rub my clit. He kisses me softly. “Slowly.”
Swallowing, I try to relax. Ash’s fingers and drugging kisses are more convincing. He moves another inch, and my fingers tighten on his arms. The process continues, even though he’s trembling and moving so slowly.
When he’s finally inside me, completely and fully, I rip my nails across his skin. His breath rushes against my neck. “You’re so fucking tight, Sky … are you okay?”
“Yes,” I pant.
“Do you want me to stop?”
“No.” I turn his chin. “Faster.”
Groaning, he slides almost all the way out of me before rocking back in. This time, there’s pleasure, the same pleasure as I get from his fingers, magnified by at least ten. My back arches, and I let out a wild moan.
“Fuck.” He grunts.
I kiss the inside of his bicep as he picks up the pace, sending fire dancing across every nerve in my body, making me question why I ever waited to do this, why I denied myself so much. Ash keeps whispering in my ear, telling me how good I feel, how lucky he is, how much he wants me.
But I only half hear him over my heart thundering in my ears. My body moves against his, hips rolling so I can take him where I need him. I know I’m not going to last long, which means we’ll just have to keep going and going like energizer bunnies until he’s as satisfied as I am.
“Fuck, I need you to come, Sky.”
“So close.”
“Don’t hold back.” He pulls me up and onto his lap, burying himself deeper inside me. “Be loud.”
I kiss him hard and hungry as we move together. I clutch him tight as I curl forward, biting his shoulder so hard my teeth almost hurt as I come apart. This is better than any orgasm I’ve ever given myself or he’s given me to date. It’s just too good, he’s too good.
Ash’s body shakes hard as we fall back onto the bed, and he thrusts into me again, gripping my hair like he’s using it to hold onto life itself. He slumps on top of me, head on my chest as we pant together.
So, this is sex …
Chapter 23
Ashton
Holy shit, we just had sex. And actual sex, not fucking. I’m afraid to move. Even though I feel like I’m way too heavy on top of Sky, and our skin is all sticky with sweat. And I’m still inside her. I take an unsteady breath and kiss her chest softly.
She hasn’t said a word, only worked on calming her breathing. I know it was fucking excellent for me, even though I didn’t last worth shit, but I’m terrified she’s going to kick me out. Say that she’s learned enough, and we’re finished. I shouldn’t be. She said she liked being my girlfriend in public, right?
Sky hasn’t really given me a single thing to worry about recently. If I hadn’t been an assuming asshole and let her talk to me at the gym, she would have told me she talked to Bonnie to keep us together.