“It would be a fucking dream.” I undo my belt slowly, watching her eyes widen. “What do you think was on my mind when I was jerking off over the phone?”
“Some porn star.”
“No porn star is near as hot as you. You are …” I tug her towards me by her shirt and kiss her, “better than anything.”
“Oh,” she breathes, then glances at my hard on again. “So … if I wanted to use my hand on … on you?”
“Go for it. Whatever you want.” I fold my arms behind my head. “Your speed.”
She licks across her bottom lip as she pops my button, then edges the zipper down. “I’ve heard that’s boring. Bonnie says using her mouth is … better.”
I groan and curl my fingers into a fist. “Whatever you want. Experiment. Go crazy … just … don’t punch me in the balls.”
Sky hesitates, then I lift my hips to let her drag my jeans down. She stares at my boxers and my cock straining against the fabric. She drags them down and just gapes again. Her hand wraps around my shaft, then she slowly moves up and down.
Her slow, clumsy touches have me insane. It’s so different and new and knowing it’s Sky doing it … fucking hell. Her hand tightens around the head of my cock, and I groan. “Lick your hand, baby.”
Her eyes flick to me, and I see her tremble. I wrap my hand around hers. “If you want to keep jerking me off.”
She nods and licks across her palm while watching me. The extra lubrication makes everything twice as sensitive. My hips flex into her hand. I close my eyes, happy to just enjoy her exploration, but then her lips brush my cock.
I open my eyes and watch her lick across the tip. She pauses, spreads her lips around the head and sucks a little. Jesus, fucking … I can’t. Even that little bit is so hot I have to restrain myself. I watch her push her hair back from her face and go down again, slowly. Her teeth lightly skin me, and I feel my legs twitch.
“Careful,” I murmur. Her eyes flick to mine, all shadowy and hot, and she opens her mouth wider, continuing down until she gags. I snap my teeth together and inhale carefully. “Fucking hell.”
I make myself keep my hands in the sheets instead of on the back of her head like I want. She needs to find what’s comfortable for her. And watching her figure it out is fucking gold. Her raw lips slide up and down my cock. Her mouth is tight, wet, perfect, and when she uses her tongue, I can’t stop the needy growl that comes out of my throat.
She’s too damn good. It’s going to be a miracle if I last more than another minute. But then Sky wraps her hand around the base of my cock and pulls some X-rated movie shit. She changes the angle and takes me deep, over and over again. I knot my fingers in her hair, trying to slow her down, trying to let her drag it out, but even gagging doesn’t stop her from continuing.
It’s maddening.
“Sky!” I moan. “Easy, slow.”
But she only slows a little, not nearly enough. I pant, trying to regain control, but when her eyes meet mine and she moans while taking me as deep as she can, I know I’m in fucking trouble. Her cheeks hollowed, her messy hair, red face and demanding eyes.
She sucks me hard, and I hiss.
“Fuck, I’m close.”
But she doesn’t draw back, she keeps going, over and over, and holy shit. I come, harder than I have in years. My eyes roll back, and I pull her hair as I thrust into her mouth hard. She makes a muffled sound, but I twitch again as her tongue drags over my sensitive skin.
Sky pops off me and swallows twice before wiping just under her bottom lip with her thumb. Her eyes drag over my body, and she pulls her knees up. “Was that okay? Did I-”
I crush her doubts under my mouth, kissing her hungrily. She moans and kisses me back, welcoming me on top of her as I make the absolute most of this moment. When I finally draw back to put myself away, I see fear in her eyes again.
“That was … amazing, Sky,” I assure.
She watches me redo my pants and adjusts herself quickly. “So … I guess I’ll see you …”
“Are you kicking me out?”
“Aren’t you going?” She demands. “You got to come, so now you go.”
“Just for that, I’m demanding a movie, so I don’t feel cheap.” I flick her off.
She puts something on, but I’m fuming. Okay, fine, I was that asshole who banged women and left, but I’m not just going to dip after Sky gives her first blowjob. No way. There’s a level of asshole I won’t stoop to, and when she’s involved, I feel like I need to do better … be better. I want to be a guy who could actually deserve her instead of just skating by.
Which is fucking terrifying.