Sky grabs me and tugs me down to kiss me hard and hungry. She devours me, not letting any kiss be the last, like she canshowme that she feels the same without saying the words. Her hands rub down my back, then over my sides, like she’s everywhere around me.
Grinding against her, I nearly forget what I was just given permission to do. I’m too lost in her mouth and every touch. But I slowly chart a map of kisses and bites over her body until I reach her hips. My eyes flick back up to hers, asking permission again as I work on a hickey that only I will get to see.
“Yes,” she encourages. “Please.”
Love isn’t a strong enough word when it comes to Sky.
Chapter 34
Sky
Ash pauses again as he kisses across my thigh, and I instinctively reach to stop him. My hand slides back, and I swallow. I can’t tell him I hate the inside of my thighs and all the stretch marks, that I’m worried about how I taste or the million other things that make me anxious about this exact thing.
“If you’re not ready, I won’t,” he says in the gravelly voice that tells me just how horny he is. “We can skip this.”
“No.” I shake my head. “It’s my own stuff. I’m ready for this withyou.”
That part is important. I didn’t understand how important until I tried to imagine myself with anyone else. Giving anyone else my body, giving them the ability to hurt me, to know me, it’s impossible.
Ash kisses my upper thigh again, then licks the spot where my underwear normally sits. I squirm but fist his hair tightly. It feels good. Every touch, every lick, kiss, all of it feels amazing. I just don’t know what to do with myself.
He licks across my pussy, entrance to clit, and I gasp, my head falling back. As his tongue lazily circles that pleasure point again and again, my hips roll against his mouth, taking full advantage. I should have known he’d be good at this.
“Yes?” he asks.
“Yes,” I answer, nearly choking on the simple word.
Every concern flew out of my head the moment he licked me. And now, with him trying different angles, paces and combinations, I’m just putty in his hands. Ash groans and jerks me tighter against his mouth, devouring me hungrily, like he’s been starving for me and me alone.
I whimper and tug his hair harder as he hits a rhythm that threatens to make me come again. His lips wrap around my clit, and he sucks hard as his tongue continues to flick over the sensitive nub.
Holy fuck, I’m seeing stars, wondering why I never let him do this before, kicking myself for ruling this out. Sounds pour out of my throat, everything from begging and moaning to high-pitched breaths and something close to a sob.
He feels so good. His mouth, then his fingers, as he digs them into my thighs to keep me from closing my legs around his head. Looking down, I find his eyes on me, burning hot with lust and unspoken promises.
Ash flattens his tongue across my clit and wiggles it back and forth before sucking it again. I fall over the edge of sanity when he does that same combination again, faster. But he doesn’t care that I’m spiraling through ecstasy, he just keeps going.
My own energizer bunny.
Every flick of his tongue sends electric currents through me, making me twitch and squirm, wiggle and writhe against his mouth. It’s too much and not enough at the same time, over-sensitive and dull.
But the next orgasm hits me like a tidal wave, nearly knocking me out with the force of my release. I don’t know where I am, if I’m floating, if Ash is still touching me, nothing. I’m just … happy, content, completely and totally perfect.
A little brush across my side brings me back to the present, and I see Ash has his pants off and is climbing back into bed. I groan. Of course, we’re not done. Not even after coming four times.
“Ready for me, Sky?” he asks.
“Never,” I breathe.
He chuckles and kisses me, his slick lips sliding along mine as I taste myself on his tongue. When he licks the roof of my mouth, he thrusts into me. I didn’t even realize how empty I’d felt until now, with him stretching my pussy, pounding into me and sending a different kind of pleasure skittering and leaping across my body.
“Ash!” I dig my nails into him as he pants in my ear. “Oh fuck.”
“Still like my cock after having my tongue?” He growls.
“Yes!”
“Is this what you missed, baby?” He nips my throat. “Me, buried deep inside you, making you come over and over again?”