“Fuck. I’m a fucking prick. The way I’ve been treating you. I-I… Shit, Dee. I’m so sorry. I assumed that because of what you do that you must…”
I grin.
I get it. I kill people. I work with those deep in the world of organised crime. It would be natural to think I’m experienced.
“Why are you grinning?” he asks, sounding mortified.
I grip his dick again and mouth.‘Fuck me.’
He stares at me, clearly having an internal battle with himself before he speaks. “You want me to be your first?”
I nod, and he shakes his head. “I don’t know if I deserve it.”
I roll my eyes and do the only thing I can think of to try to get his head back in the game. I lie back, parting my legs and run my hand down my body until I get to my heat.
His eyes flare, darting from mine to my sex and back again, and I mouth again‘fuck me.’
With a hiss, Jared bares his teeth before using them to tear the foil condom wrapper open and pulling it free.
“You want me to fuck you, Deranged?”
I nod, and he presses the latex covering to the tip of his dick.
“You want me to break through that barrier and take your virginity?”
Again, I nod, and he rolls the condom over his hard length.
“It’s gonna hurt for a bit,” he states with no shame, and I nod, already knowing that, but not caring as I circle my clit and bite my lower lip.
“It’s gonna feel consuming, Dee. My dick is way bigger than my fingers. It’s gonna fill you and stretch you until you can’t think straight.”
I nod again, my chest rising and falling with consuming anticipation as he shifts over me.
Looking into my eyes, he falls quiet before he admits in a hushed tone.
“I don’t want to hurt you.”
11
JARED
I’m torn between my heart and my dick. Dee is a fucking virgin! A virgin! I thought her sexual timidness was an act. What the fuck is wrong with me?
For fuck’s sake, Jared. You know what they say about people who assume?
All this time, she has been innocent. Well, in the sexual sense, at least. She’s still a seventeen-year-old dancing assassin!
I tried to scare her out of this, telling her it will hurt, but it hasn’t deterred her. Her eyes still eat me up like I’m fucking everything to her, and hell, I know what that feels like, because she feels like everything to me.
“Dee. Are you sure you want this?”
There it is. One last chance to back out, and she nods, reaching forward and gripping my hips, digging her nails in.
Fuck.
I claim her lips, wanting to make sure she’s as relaxed as possible, and also because kissing her is fucking everything. She kisses me back eagerly, small little whimpers floating from her mouth into mine as I start running my latex covered cock over her sex.
Fuck, today has been the best fucking day ever.