Slowly, he eases his finger free with a pop. A grin spreading his lips wide.
“You’re fucking perfect. You know that?”
I shake my head at his question, and his eyes narrow.
“It’s time for you to learn that about yourself, Dee,” he states, his eyes travelling from mine and all the way down my body as he stands. “I can’t wait any longer. I need to be inside you,” he admits, leaning down to his bedside drawer, reaching in and pulling out a foil packet.
Suddenly, anxious nerves race my heart as it hits me that this is really happening. He’s going to put that big dick of his inside me, and I’m not sure it will fit. It’s going to hurt. There’s no way it won’t.
“Hey. What’s wrong?” Jared’s voice draws me out of my spiralling and I realise I must be showing my fear on my face.
I shake my head, and he frowns.
“Dee. Don’t lie to me. Something just changed. What was it?”
I should tell him, right? He should know I’m a virgin before we have sex. Right?
My breathing increases and I shake my head, trying to calm myself.
If you can kill people, you can take a fucking dick, Dee!
“Dee?” Jared says my name like a warning, so I dig deep and find those lady balls again.
Reaching out, I point to my exposed pussy and shake my head.
He frowns. “You don’t want to fuck?”
I shake my head quickly, sitting up and biting my lip.
Say the fucking words, Dee. Just speak to him.
I open my mouth, ready to speak, and Jared’s eyes widen.
Shit. I can’t.
Snapping my mouth shut, I growl out loud and slap my hands to the mattress on either side of me.
“Hey.” Jared falls to his knees on the floor and takes my hands in his. “Do you want me to get a pen and paper?”
Shit. He’s been begging me to speak to him, yet he offers me an out.
I shake my head, licking my lips as I lean forward and reach for his hard cock. He gasps when I wrap my hand around it, gliding my hand up and down its silky hardness.
“Shit, Dee. I can’t concentrate when you do that.” He grins, and I grin back.
Releasing his cock, I point to my chest and then mouth the word‘virgin.’
He frowns, shaking his head, not understanding. “Sorry what?”
Again, I point to my chest and then mouth the word,‘virgin.’
When he doesn’t say or do anything, I point to the bare flesh between my legs and mouth,‘virgin.’
His eyes widen. “Virgin?”
I nod, and he goes pale. “But how? You… you’re…” He shakes his head and goes to stand, but I grab his wrists, keeping him in place and mouth‘I want you.’
His shoulders relax as he understands my silent words, but again, he shakes his head.