With Yulian gone, the Serpents will be over. Unlike us, who have a more balanced power structure, Yulian has been carrying this entire clusterfuck on his back this whole time.
Sure enough, Yulian trudges up the stairs slowly, holding on to the railing.
I wish I had a camera to record this scene.
The guys’ minds would be blown if they knew what I’ve done and what I’ll be doing.
But then again, they won’t.
No one will.
Unlike my brother, I don’t like showing off my masterpieces.
I blend in with a group that’s heading upstairs and then break away and slide through other partygoers who are searching for a room where they can fuck the horniness out of each other.
It’s beyond me how people can be such…animals. Letting their urges get the better of them, succumbing to dumb decisions and lackluster fucks they’ll definitely regret come morning.
Don’t get me wrong. Fucking is good, but only when I decide it’s time to. I only get in the mood when I make the conscious decision to fuck, and never due to external stimuli.
Mostly, I love the power, the choking, seeing them writhe beneath me. I love it more when they have this little pained look in their eyes when it gets to be too much, and I wish I could keep hurting them. Turn their skin red. See their fucking tears. Blood. Their goddamn insides.
But alas, I can’t have rumors that I’m a sadist going around. I’m known to be a good fuck with a huge dick who eats girls out until they come. I make sure they always come first, too. I also set the mood and ensure they stay hydrated and sleep well.
I’m the best fuck any girl can have and I come with a ten out of ten recommendation rate.
So to keep that image, I can’t exactly act on instinct.
Doesn’t bother me, though. I’ve mastered the act of wearing a mask at all times—sex included.
Even with the people closest to me.
There’s an external persona and an internal one.
The main version is the genius, well-mannered Gareth who’s loved by everyone and would make a perfect politician.
The secondary version, coincidentally my true self, is Gareth, who I only let loose when the void gets too wide and I need to purge some dark energy.
Yulian happens to be the fortunate scapegoat.
Or unfortunate, depending on how you look at it.
I follow from afar and watch as he stumbles into a room, whether or not it’s his, I don’t know.
Doesn’t matter either.
I remain still near the corner for a few minutes.
Invisible.
It’s a superpower I lost over the years as I grew up and became noticeable, mostly due to my looks. An accidental thing that happened because two good-looking people fell into something called love and decided to spawn some clones.
The clones were me and my brother—definitely not what my parents wanted.
They think Killian is the only anomaly with the Carson name, but that’s only because they nevermetme.
Not really.
When I saw how they both freaked out about Kill’s stupid harmless fun with killing mice, I stood around the corner and listened.