I gasp awake, staring at the white ceiling devoid of the sticky shadows.
Or the bloody face.
But the weight over me isn’t gone, because I’m staring at a different face.
In the darkness, Carson’s pretty features loom over me like a fucking demon. He’s straddling my waist and holding a syringe as his lips tilt in a creepy smirk.
“Hello there, Professor. It’s time to pay for your fucking sins.”
And then he jams the syringe into my neck.
6
GARETH
I’ve been patient.
Extremely so.
Even when the impulse to inflict pain mounted and multiplied, reaching heights I hadn’t experienced sincethattime six years ago, I repressed it all.
Leaving no room for mistakes.
This needed to be perfected. To a fault.
There’s no way I’d be caught off guard like that night I was literally brought to my knees.
So I watched him—my criminal professor who’s teaching criminal law.
I learned his habits to a tee and gathered some basic info about him through a private investigator. I had to hire someone who came recommended through dark web research myself, opting not to use the mafia’s resources. If I went that route, the news would get back to Jeremy or, worse, my parents.
The private investigator Nadine, a serious-looking American woman who’s ex-military, is reliable and already came through with some info.
Kayden Lockwood is boringly typical. He comes from a middle-class upbringing in Boston to a lawyer dad and a college professor mom.
He practiced law until a couple of years ago when he decided to take up teaching. He still helps with his father’s medium-sized law firm, Lockwood & Associates, and owns a large portion of their shares.
He has a dull, meticulous life where he repeats the same events every day at the same time, like a fucking clock.
His morning starts at six when he goes for a swim in his building’s pool then works out in the communal gym. Then, for breakfast, he only drinks coffee that he personally brews while reading physical newspapers like a grandpa. He walks to campus—for fucking forty-five minutes like a psycho.
He does his lectures. Talks to professors and students, then walks again to the town center. Shops for coffee beans every day—again, like a psycho. Spends most of the afternoon in a chess club. Then he goes home to listen to loud classical music as he brews the coffee he bought, usually throwing away the full bag right after.
Then he has a drink. Showers. Spends time at his laptop, and finally goes to sleep just to repeat the mechanical cycle again.
And again.
I swear, if I watched the monotonous events one more day, I’d stab my own eyes.
The only reason I kept coming back was because he knew I was there.
He even smiled when he engaged in soul-crushing small talk, as if he’d figured out it annoyed the fuck out of me.
I’m not sure when he found out I was following him around, but he did, and he was completely at ease with it. As if he expected me to.
As if I werepredictable.
Well, he couldn’t have predicted this scene.