Responsible.
Reliable.
Perfect.
Perfect.
P. E. R. F. E. C. T.
Those are the words I grew up hearing from my parents, my grandpa, my teachers, and my entire entourage, really.
And Iloveit.
I like that none of them caught a whiff of this side of me.
The side riddled with urges and voids, and a thirst so deep, Kill would look like a saint if they realized.
Except for Grandpa.
Grandpa is different.
So back to those urges—the reason I’m wasting my time with these people. The air is thick with perfume, alcohol, and something else, something darker, like desperation and pain. It wraps around my throat like a noose, and I suck it deep into my lungs.
Like a hit of the strongest shit on the market.
Shit I slipped into Yulian’s drink earlier when I casually passed by him while he was talking to one of his goons.
I made sure to be facing away from the camera so that if they checked the security footage later, they wouldn’t find anything. Sure, they could track my movements throughout the evening, but I’m a step ahead on that front as well.
Not only did I make sure to avoid all cameras, but I also wore brown contacts, so even if they managed to get a picture of my eyes, it’d be misleading.
Yulian stumbles and grabs onto the staircase for balance. None of the other drunk fools pay him any attention.
My lips pull in a smirk behind the mask.
The drug is kicking in.
Soon, he’ll be losing all his strength.
Don’t misunderstand. I might want to ruin the Serpents’ leader, but I’m not foolish enough to think I can handle him.
Not only is he big—almost as large and tall as my cousin Nikolai—but he’s also cunning and surrounded by his people and guards who’ll maim me on the spot.
I had to be smart about this.
I was never that good with my fists, which is why I learned archery and use arrows to shoot people at our initiations.
Pity I couldn’t slip my bow in here.
He’d look cute with an arrow between his eyes and blood dripping down his face.
What a missed opportunity.
But my plans are more wicked. I’ll humiliate him in a way that will get him blacklisted, not only on the island, but even back home.
His dad might put a bullet in his head. That would be fun.
My smile widens at the thought.