Dad and Grandpa exchange glances before standing up and leaving the room. Not without first giving me a look, though. Not sure what it’s supposed to be. Concern, maybe?
Do they think I’m fragile or something? That I’m breakable? Please. I don’t do feelings, so this…thingisn’t affecting me.
Atall.
It’s not like I’m itching to go back to him. Or that I keep glancing at my fingers because he bandaged them. Or that I’m fighting the urge to call him just to hear his voice.
I haven’t smelled him in more than a day, and I’m pretty sure that’s the reason for the headache.
Morbid withdrawal. That’s it.
That’sall.
“Oh my God, are you okay, Gaz?” Glyn rushes to my bedside, her eyes glistening with unshed tears.
Her messy bun wobbles as she sits, dressed in casual jeans and an oversized sweater. Judging by the dark circles under her eyes, she hasn’t slept well. Probably fretting over Killian, who’s standing a short distance away with both hands stuffed into his pockets.
“We were so worried about you when you disappeared.” Her voice wavers slightly.
“I’m fine.” I grin at Kill, ignoring her mushiness. “Were you also worried about me, brother dearest?”
“She dragged me here against my will.” He juts his chin toward Glyn, but his eyes are locked on me, scanning me up and down like he’s taking inventory. His expression is as unreadable as ever, but his gaze darkens slightly upon seeing my bandages, betraying him.
Kill might pretend he’s indifferent, but I know better. My brother is someone who thinks I belong to him, just like I think he belongs to me. Sure, he gives me shit, but if anyone dared to touch me, he’d raze their entire existence to the ground.
Guess that’s our warped way of showing care.
“He’s lying,” Glyn pipes up, giving him an exasperated look. “He lost his mind when you went missing. Made everyone look for you, including my brother Lan—whom henevertalks to. Can you imagine? He actually said, ‘You, stop being a waste of space and use your skills to do something useful for once in your miserable life.’ He even stormed the Serpents’ territory and nearly killed everyone just to confirm you weren’t there. It was terrifying, honestly.”
I bite my bottom lip to keep a smile from breaking through. “I’m touched.”
“I did it for Mom and Dad,” Killian grumbles, his gaze snapping to Glyn in warning. “They’d start crying, and I didn’t want to deal with the drama.”
“I appreciate it anyway,” I say with a shrug.
“He’s still lying.” Glyn rolls her eyes dramatically. “He was agitated the entire plane ride.”
“Motion sickness, not agitation,” Kill corrects her without missing a beat.
“You don’t get motion sickness.” She glares. “Would it kill you to admit you were worried about Gareth?”
“Who did that?” he asks, completely ignoring her, his gaze zeroing in on my bandages. “Do we have a name?”
“Why? So you can kill them for me?” I quirk a brow.
“It can be arranged.” His tone is matter-of-fact, like he’s offering to pick up groceries.
“Thanks, Kill, but I’ve got this under control.”
Because I’ll get over the man who gave me a lifeline, only to cut the rope.
And when I do, I’ll kill him with my bare hands.
35
GARETH
“How long will you keep following me?”