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If she’s begging me for her freedom, I won’t give it to her. I will never let another man touch her.

She belongs to me.

If she is begging me to be gentle and soft, then she has the wrong man. I’m broken in all parts and feeling her pussy wrapped around me, clenching eagerly for pleasure, is the only time I feel whole.

Kyra is my nirvana.

The one I sought all my life.

When I’m inside her, nothing and no one but her exist. There is pleasure and peace.

I will not give her back.

Or grant her freedom.

Which makes me an even worse monster than my father.

CHAPTER TWENTY

KYRA

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Maddox lifts my hips and slams into me harder, spilling his seed as he screams into the air. Gripping the back of my neck, the intensity with which he stares into my soul is almost terrifying.

If it wasn’t for the orgasm ripping through me, I might be frightened, but on some level, I know this man will never hurt me.

Keep me?

Will you ever let me go?

I don’t think I can.

Maddox thinks he’s going to keep me forever, but we both know that can’t and won’t happen. While I want to stay in his arms enjoying the most incredible passion of my life, I know I have to find a way out of this club.

Just thinking about never seeing him again has my chest tightening and eyes blinking back tears.

Reactions that he’ll think are due to my pleasure.

In a way, I suppose they are.

But not in the way he thinks.

God, I had no idea it was possible to feel this way about someone. To desire them. To crave them. To feel like they are the other half of you that was always missing. Even on the dance floor, the way he held me, I felt like I belonged to him.

Not as his prisoner.

As a woman.

I’m likely romanticizing all of this. If Maddox truly cared about me, he’d let me go.

His response to my earlier life, my lack of education, and restrictions from my father took me by surprise. He looked angry on my behalf.

What would he be like to have someone on my side?

To be loved and cared for by a man I was also attracted to. A true love match.

I almost snort.

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