“I can see that,” I whisper, because I can.Actually, he’s getting kind of worked up about it the more he talks, and not in good ways.He seems…upset.Heck, he might even be pissed off.“What about my mouth?”I ask, knowing I’m poking the bear at this point, but I need to see where this goes.
“Fuck, no,” he growls.“You never suck another motherfucker off.I’m not kissing my woman only to taste some other man’s jizz.That’s never happening,” he declares absolutely.“I’ve made it all this time without tasting some ball bag’s cum and I’m not changing that now.”
“I…okay, so let me get this straight.You’ll give me a threesome, but the guy isn’t allowed to actually…dome and I can’t get him off, do I have that right?”
“He can touch you, but only when and how I tell him,” Liam allows.“And you can use your hand on him, but only if you want to.He has to have a condom though.His cum is not allowed to touch your body.”
I let out a startled laugh.
“What?”Liam asks, defensively.
“It doesn’t sound like much fun for him, Liam.I doubt you can find a man to agree.”
“Bullshit.He gets to touch you and see you come, Ellie.Trust me, finding someone who wants that is the easy part.”
It’s a weird compliment, but a compliment all the same.It makes me lean up and kiss the tip of Liam’s chin—mostly because that’s all I can reach from this angle.Then, a thought occurs to me and I frown.
“Would you want that?”I ask.
“What?”
“Would you want me to bring another woman into our relationship, because I have to tell you, Liam, I don’t think I could handle that at all.I don’t want another woman anywhere near you.Ever.”
I watch as his lips slowly stretch out into a sexy smile and if I wasn’t terrified of the fact that he could possibly want another woman in our bed, I’d definitely enjoy that smile and try to keep it on his face.
“Fuck, no, Ice.You’re the only woman I want.I haven’t wanted anyone else since the day I first saw you,” he says softly, his hand coming to my neck, as his thumb brushes against my pulse.His gray eyes go dark and intense and my entire body tingles.Heck, I think even my toes curl.
“I don’t think I want another man in our relationship either, Liam.It’s a good fantasy, but the reality of it doesn’t really appeal to me,” I confess.“You were my first and I’m praying this works out so that you’ll be the last.”
“Ellie,” he hisses, leaning down to take my mouth.This kiss is different than the others we’ve shared since he came back into my life.This kiss is sweet and slow, thoughtful, and reminds me of the kiss he gave me on our wedding day.
Full of love.
When we break apart, he settles me back against him, reaches over and turns out the light.We lie there in the darkness for a bit and I go over everything we just talked about.
“We could finish what we started earlier, if you wanted,” I offer him, knowing he has to have a case of blue balls.I hate that we got interrupted.
“Your head is full of worry over your sister, Ice.I think I could pull you out of that, but I’d rather our first time back with each other was because we’re both where we need to be emotionallyandmentally.”
“Whatever happened to Latch?”
“He went back into service for a while.It hurt him to be in love with Annie, but only be able to see her when they asked him.”
“Are they still together?”
“Last I heard, yeah, but Annie’s pregnant with her second child.I’m not sure Latch is dealing with that all that well.Maybe they’ve sorted it out by now, I don’t know.I haven’t talked to him in a couple of months.I just know my man was seriously nursing a broken heart, even still being in their lives.”
“That’s sad,” I whisper, feeling my heart hurt for Latch.
“That’s why rules for bringing another person into a committed relationship need to be stated.It’s most definitely why, a couple needs to be solid to even entertain the idea.”
“Do you think it can work?”
“Yeah, I think so.”
“But, you don’t think it will work for Dawn,” I murmur, my voice laced with sadness.I had hoped this was a turning point for my sister.I don’t want to say she’s been selfish in her life, but she’s definitely the type of person to put herself first.Sometimes that’s not bad, but all the time?
“No, Ice, I don’t.This isn’t something that both of them want.This is something she’s doing to try and save her relationship.”