Page 21 of Savage Brothers MC: Tennessee Chapter

“Not a thing, why?”

“Ever since I sent you on that errand for Skull you’ve been sullen as a damn mule.”

“Sometimes that country boy in you comes through, Diesel,” Fury cracks, thinking he’s funny.Diesel flips him off and ignores him.He’s not wrong but Diesel doesn’t laugh much these days.Hell, considering they’ve tried to kidnap his boy over and over, I can’t say as I blame him.Diesel is a walking poster child for why you should be careful where you stick your dick without protection.Of course no one realized Vicky was a complete whack-a-doo—until it was too late.

“Well?”Diesel asks and I run my hand through my hair and look at the almost empty bottle of beer I’m holding.He’s right.I’m a fucking mess.I’ve been grieving the loss of Torrent for a fucking month.Grieving a woman who was playing games and was never mine.

Grieving a woman who didn’t bother to say goodbye.

Okay, she did say goodbye, I just didn’t realize it at the time.I sure as hell didn’t think she would walk away that easily.

“He’s fucked up over a woman,” Fury smirks, taking a pull on his beer.

“When in the hell did I miss that?I don’t remember you bringing a woman around here.”

“I—” I start but stop when Fury answers for me—again.

“He didn’t.Hah, that’s the best part of the story.He wouldn’t dare bring this woman to the club, man.”

“Why in the fuck not?”Diesel growls.“The club is part of who you are, Devil.Shit, you’ve been in this life as long as I have.We were born into it.”

“He—”

“Will you fucking shut up, Fury?”I growl, draining my bottle.I aim it toward the trash can which is probably twenty feet away.It goes too far to the left and crashes on the floor.Seems to be a symbol of my life right now.“Last time I checked I could talk for myself,” I mutter, rubbing my hand over my face.

“I liked you better when you were a cocky motherfucker,” Fury grumbles, walking off.

“Join the crowd,” I say with a sigh, liking myself better back then too.

“Speak,” Diesel commands, sitting down on the sofa beside me and taking the spot Fury left.I manage to hold in a curse.The last thing I want to do is talk to Diesel about women.I think he’s pretty much sour on women in general and who in the hell could blame him?

“I let my dick lead me where I didn’t belong,” I answer, my voice hoarse as images of Torrent smiling and laughing come to mind.

“Women.The downfall of every fucking man since the beginning of time,” Diesel answers, his voice sounding way too tired.

“This wasn’t her fault really,” I respond, feeling the perverse need to take up for Torrent—to defend her to one of the men who mean the most to me.

“Why’s that?”

“She was off limits.I knew that.I still had to try.”

“Fuck, dude.I never figured you for the type to do that.”

“Do what?”

“To mess around with another man’s old woman.”

“She’s not.Not really.Fuck, it’s one of those gray areas.”

“Gray areas?”The asshole laughs at me, and I can’t say as I blame him.

“She wasn’t really married.”

“That’s what they all say.”

“Damn it.I’m serious.She wasn’t married, or hell even claimed—not really.”I rub my hand over my face, scratching my jaw.“At least not to a real person,” I mutter.

“Say what?”

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