I hadn’t.

This time was just as good… maybe better.

This time he only gave me one orgasm, but he took his time getting me there and when it came… the Earth stopped turning for a moment and the ground shook.It’s also why my bones feel like they’ve melted, why it’s impossible to move more than to just place a light kiss on his stomach and why my eyes are still closed.

It was that good.

I don’t know what you would call me and Noah.We’re not dating, although maybe we are.We go out together occasionally… sometimes dinner, or to grocery shop.Ryan is always with us.We talk on the phone.He comes over and makes sure my house is secure and my windows and doors are locked.He even installed these little alarms that go off if a window is opened from the outside.

But, until today we’ve never really spent time alone.There’s been no sex, no kissing… nothing.I thought it was weird.After what we shared, I assumed there would definitely be more PDA between us or heck even private…

But there was nothing.

I shrugged it off.He was working through stuff.He had a son who needed to come first.That was all good.Then this morning he showed up at my door with doughnuts and coffee and before I could even inhale the deliciousness of it all… he jumped me.

It started off hot and heavy with me pushed against the wall and Noah being all mouth, hands, teeth and very,veryhard cock.It got hot fast and he carried me into the bedroom and then it got soft, it got slow, it got sweet and torturous.I begged, he teased, I pleaded and finally he took me over the mountain.

It was more than worth the wait.

But, I had no idea what we were doing.I had no idea where we were headed.I wanted to ask, but I also didn’t want to rock the boat.Which, just to say, might be another reason I keep my eyes closed and try to stay in the moment.

“You want that coffee now?”he asks, his fingers sifting through my hair, wrapping around one strand enough that I feel his tug on it and I smile because that feels good too.I love that after sex he wants to keep touching me.

I love it.

“Where’s it at?”I ask, stifling a yawn.

“In the bag in the kitchen,” he says.

The same bag he stuffed condoms into.Seems Noah is a planner.He brought me breakfast, but he knew in doing that he was going to make sure we both had dessert.A girl has to appreciate a man who has a plan and sticks to it—especially when that plan gives you mind blowing orgasms.

“That would require moving,” I tell him, something he undoubtedly knows, but I feel the need to point out.

I feel his body rumble under me and I know he’s stifling a laugh.

“Yeah, Gorgeous, it would.”

“Then… no thanks,” I tell him.

“You could lie here and I’d go get the coffee and doughnuts,” he suggests and I frown into my man’s sexy, warm chest and muster the courage to raise my head to look at him.

“Doyouwant coffee and doughnuts?”

“Not especially,” he answers.

“Then, we’re good,” I tell him.

His hand moves from my hair to my face.His hand is holding my chin as he looks at me.His dark brown eyes seem to be searching mine.I don’t know if he finds what he wants, but his thumb comes out and brushes ever so slightly under my lip.

“You’re so fucking unbelievably beautiful, Rory,” he says and I blink.

It feels like my oxygen is all trapped in my chest and I can’t get it out.Tears sting my eyes, but I try to buckle them down, not wanting to make a fool of myself.

“Gorgeous…” Noah whispers, clearly seeing I’m upset.

“You believe that,” I whisper, not being able to stop the words.

“Fuck, baby.You just have to look in the mirror.”