My clit tingles, ready to burst into a million pieces.
I push my hands into his hair, and he stills, staring up at me. Waiting to see what I do next. What my response will be.
Slight embarrassment has me wanting to draw back, but I keep my gaze locked with his. “I want you to show me that all those romance authors weren’t lying, and sex can be so absolutely mind-blowing and so life-altering that I’ll forget my name.”
Chapter 31
Holden
Day 1105 without you: I miss your hugs. You always felt so right in my arms.
Her nipple slips out of my mouth.
Fuck me.
Why was what she just said so hot?
I brush my hands over her full tits, descending her soft belly, and around her hips to cup her ass and haul her to me.
“Oh, baby, you know I can’t say no to a challenge.”
She bites the corner of her lip. “I was hoping you’d say that.”
A deep rumble sounds in my throat. “Trust me, I can’t wait to feel your pussy clamp around my cock when you screammyname.”
Olivia pushes her chest against mine. Her hands trail up my neck and into my hair, tugging at it until her mouth finds mine in a hungry kiss. She digs her nails into my scalp, dragging me closer like every millimeter of space between us is too much. Ilove that the weight of her longing is so palpable I can feel it in the air around me.
The memory of my confession tries to claw its way into this moment. How can she still want me after knowing what kind of monster lives within me? After learning what I’m capable of and what I did?
All this time, I wanted to protect her from that darkness. But I’ve longed to be with her for so long that I’m too weak and selfish to deny her what she wants.
Olivia whimpers, and I force the uncertainty away. Something that feels this good andrightcould never be a mistake. We’ll figure out the rest later.
I press my hands into her dark tresses, tilting her head for better access to that delectable mouth. “I can’t get enough of you. I will never get enough of you.”
Our breaths are loud and jittery while I run my hands down her back to cup her ass. I love that there’s so much of it, and it’s all mine.
I pull her ass cheeks apart, and Olivia gasps. As soon as I reach the curve where her butt meets her thighs, her head falls to the side, offering me her neck to suck on.
Her skin is warmer now under my touch and back to its normal color. However, the urge to check with her is impossible to resist. “Are you still cold?”
Her eyelids move slowly as if it takes effort to focus on me and my question. “No, I’m good.”
I lick my lips, watching the water trail down her gorgeous body. “Right fucking answer.”
I shut off the shower and drag her across the bathroom without allowing her to react.
Olivia squeals, “Holden. What are you doing?”
I march us into the bedroom, depositing her on the bed. Then I just stare at her. “There. You look even better in my bed than I imagined. Absolutely perfect.”
Olivia shakes her head and squirms but doesn’t say anything.
My cock weeps for her, and I give it a few hard strokes. “Now, open those legs for me.”
She hesitates, but to my surprise, it’s only for a second, and then she lets her legs fall to either side.
Unable to deny myself a taste of her, I surge between her thighs and lick her once from her entrance to her clit. My eyes close, my brain understanding that if I can’t keep it together, I’m going to turn into a teen and blow my load on the duvet.