Page 82 of Cruel Savior

"I love you, Axel," I breathed the words I'd kept under guard for years, not even admitting they still existed to myself. It was barely a whisper as I stared into the intensity of his eyes. "Since I was sixteen my heart has ached for this—for you. It's never going to stop."

I'd thought having to face him with what Frank had done to me would be the hardest moment of my life, but I was wrong. This moment. This laying myself bare even knowing how he felt about me left more vulnerable than I'd ever been in my life. Because nothing mattered more to me than his love and the love I already had for our child.

"Mandy," he whispered, the sound of my name causing me to shiver as it coasted across my skin. I didn't wait for his words. Since we'd made up at Bubba's he'd told me many times how he felt and showed me even more. Lifting onto my knees I kissed a trail from one nipple to the other and then down the center of his chest and across the planes of his abs.

It felt so great to worship his body for once. Eager to watch him fall apart, I cupped his heavy balls and encircled his cock with my other. The rough moan that rumbled through his chest encouraged me even more as the world and all thoughts not about him disappeared. At first I only dragged my hair across his flesh, but with my mouth watering and need riding up my spine there was only so much I could stand to drag this out.

I leaned forward and licked across his tip, collecting the pre cum on my tongue. The flavor of him exploded in my mouth. A little salty, a little spice, and a whole lot of my man. There was nothing to compare it to, because there was nothing like him in the world. And definitely nothing like this. Axel had an incredible cock, and I'd miscalculated how hard it would be not to just fall on top of him and ride this thing of beauty like a possessed wild woman.

"Is there some reason in particular you are smiling like that?" he asked. "You look like you're up to something."

"Looks don't lie," I said a second before I inhaled him, taking him as far back in my throat as I could get. Which probably wasn't that far, because he was thick. As in THICK. But I was giving it my best shot, and based on the way he suddenly grabbed my hair and cursed up a damned storm, I had to guess I was doing okay.

Spurred on by the tingle at my scalp and the desperate way he held me, I began to move up and down his shaft, making sure to drag my tongue right along with me. I tried to use my fingers at the base to pump as well, but at this angle, my movements were kind of limited. And to say the intense pressure building between my thighs was a distraction was a massive understatement.

I swore, the moment he touched me, I was going to go off like a rocket.

"Fuck. That's so good. Make sure you get it good and wet so when I fuck you hard, you'll be able to take the whole thing on every thrust.” I almost laughed. At the rate moisture was gathering, that was definitely not going to be a problem.

I doubled down on my efforts, my fingers and tongue working as hard as they could. When he swelled against my tongue and more of that salty precum landed in my mouth, I thought he might be close.

But one minute I was sucking him, and the next I was being lifted across his chest until his cock found its way to my entrance.

"Hey!" I complained.

"I know, baby. But seeing you like this. It's already driving me crazy. And I want to be inside you when I get off." His fingers were still threaded through my hair as he held me perfectly still above him. "Coming inside you. There's just nothing like it."

"It's potent," I agreed, almost spilling my secret.

"Kiss me quick, before you start riding my dick. I have a feeling once you get started there's going to be no holding back." He was right about that.

I stretched forward, he pressed his mouth to mine, and followed that up with a sweep of his tongue with just the right amount of pressure to make me want to swoon. He didn't seem to do anything half hearted and I fell head first into the most magnificent kiss of my life. I loved him so much, it was all I could think.

By the time we broke apart, my lips tingled and my head swam. "No fair," I whispered. "I thought I was going to be in control."

"Candy girl, you're about to ride my dick with me underneath you. That's pretty in control."

I laughed as a heady feeling bubbled up in my chest. It was only when his hands cupped my ass and squeezed, causing me to gasp, that I resumed a normal-ish train of thought. If normal was me thinking it was time to get fucked. In a very good way. I slid backwards and rubbed him through my folds and closer to my entrance.

His hiss of pleasure swept through me, carrying me into a new river of desire, making it impossible to wait any longer. If he tried to stop me now and wait, I was going to get my gun.

Slowly, I sank down the entire length of his cock until our bodies met and he felt impossibly deep. "Oh my God," I groaned, biting my lip. I watched his eyes as we stayed there for a moment so I could adjust to him stretching me before he squeezed my ass once again and urged me back up.

"You're so fucking wet, I just glide right in. Do you have any idea how fucking good that feels?"

"Uhh, yeah," I panted, trying to catch my breath before I lifted from him again.

"Harder this time, baby," he whispered. "Just do it."

I lifted one more time until barely his tip stayed inside, I hovered there a moment until his hands went to my hips and grabbed them tight. I was seriously about to go out of my mind.

"Ready," he asked. "Let's do this one together. Three—"

I didn't wait for his count. I plunged down as hard as I could, taking all of him in one sweet moment of friction that nearly shot me into the stratosphere. The little explosions along my nerve endings made me scream with ecstasy.

"Holy fuck," he breathed through clenched teeth. His eyes were wide open and fastened on mine, but they looked as dazed and confused as I felt. How could it be even better than just a few hours ago. He'd given me multiple orgasms and nearly made me pass out. And now this...

I definitely wanted more of this.

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