Hudson snorts, enjoying this part a little too much. “Seems that bonds were made to be broken,” he drawls, his voice thick with satisfaction. His emotions are giving me whiplash.
"Luca is newly bonded to me," I manage to push out. "Being apart will hurt us both." I don’t mention that it’s temporary because that won’t really change the reality of the situation. The pain might be less but I’ll still feel everything and without being able to tend to the bite, it’s going to be a shitshow for the both of us.
Officer Garcia reaches for the paper and folds it back into his pocket. “Mr. Keller, I assure you Luca will be taken care of. There are salves that can be used to soothe the ache that comes with separation. I can give you a list of over-the-counter ones. This isn’t ideal, trust me I know, but it will help until the investigation is complete.”
“With all due respect, you don’t know that, officer. You have no fucking clue.”
He throws me a worried look, almost as if he cares and then that apathetic mask returns. “I’ll be taking him to Hearthstone just as soon as one of the nurses arrives. No one from the Keller or the Ellis pack is to make contact with him until the investigation is complete. You are welcome to call Hearthstone for updates but it is at their discretion what they provide.”
We won’t even be able to hear his voice for however fucking long Hudson decides to drag this investigation out—and it’s absolutely his fault because of his connections and whoever’s pockets he’s dipping into.
Maceo drags his nose along my cheek, leaning into something I don’t think he even understands. “He’ll be okay at Hearthstone, Grayson. It’s a nice little community. He may not like it but he will be safe there.” His words are mildly reassuring.
“Blake is going to break, Maceo. Fuck, I’m not sure I can watch him fall apart again.” And with his heat just around the corner, I have no idea how this is going to affect his heart, his body, or his mind. I can only hope that he’s stronger than he lets on. “Okay,” I clear my throat, turning my attention back to the officer. “What happens now?”
“I need to see Luca Ellis.”
A growl sits at the back of my throat, hating that his last name still ties him to Hudson. But I can’t stall any longer, not without ending in a cell myself. Not even Maceo’s soft touches are keeping me from the despair starting to creep into my chest.
8
Luca
Blake’s face is burned into my memory like a scar that will never fade. The way his breath hitched. The way his lips parted, but no sound came at first, his body frozen in place like if he didn’t move, this wouldn’t be real. His wide, glassy eyes locked onto mine, desperate, pleading, even as the nurse stepped into the room and asked for me.
The moment she spoke, something inside him shattered. His whole body locked up, muscles going rigid, his fingers twitching like he wanted to reach for me but didn’t know how.
“No,” he whispered at first, the word barely escaping his lips. Then again. Louder. More desperate. Then louder. “No. No, you can’t take him from me.”
I wait for someone to tell me this is a mistake. For someone to step in. For Grayson to cut in, for Maceo to say something, for anyone to tell me this is some kind of sick joke, that the world isn’t cruel enough to take me away from him after everything.
No one says a thing. The nurse’s hand rests against my back as she leads me into the hallway at the officer’s suggestion, telling me this is real. “You’ll be going to Hearthstone,” she says, like it is normal for me to be ripped away from my new family.
Hudson stands there, grinning like the smug bastard he is, like he is enjoying the show, like he is drinking in every ounce of Blake’s panic with a glee that pisses me off. My Omega is breaking, his scent hardening and shifting, tears gathering in his deep brown eyes.
Grayson moves first, reaching for me, his fingers just inches from mine. I feel the heat of him, see the intent in his eyes, the silent promise that he is going to fix this, that he is going to hold me in place and keep me here no matter what it takes. But he never gets far enough to touch me.
“No one can touch him right now.”
Everyone stills, and then a broken plea shatters what is left of the moment.
“Please.” Blake’s voice cracks, a sob tearing from his throat as I twist back around to see him trying to pull the wires from his chest and shoulders, the blankets tangled around him.
I turn to the nurse, my pulse pounding so hard it roars in my ears, drowning out everything else. “Why can’t I just stay?” I force the words out, even as my throat burns, even as my vision blurs at the edges. “Why can’t I stay with the Keller pack?”
The nurse says nothing. I still don’t know her name, don’t know why I am being removed, why Hudson is here, why my own Alpha, the Alpha I chose, can’t touch me.
“But I want to stay,” I whisper, my voice raw, the anguish bleeding into the silence. “Is my word not good enough?”
She just gently pushes me forward, everything else fading away as I turn to grab one last glance of my mates, of Blake and his tortured expression. I feel like I’m falling apart, breaking beyond repair, the fresh bond with my Alpha demanding that I right this. It’s why I break the rules and dash toward Grayson, angling my head up for a kiss I so desperately need.
The tears start before I can stop them, Grayson devouring my lips, strengthening our bond if only for a second before I’m ripped away and guided the rest of the way to the parking lot. The nurse doesn’t seem bothered by my sobs, the officer behind her, almost annoyed that I can’t keep it together. This is almost worse than everything Hudson has done to try and get me back because this time, I feel like I’m losing a part of myself.
“I just want to stay,” I plead with her as we reach the car. “Please. I want to stay.”
She slides the door open, ignoring my pleas and helps me into the seat. “Mr. Ellis, I understand that this is difficult but this is for your safety. At this time, it can not be determined which pack is the right fit for you so Hearthstone will be your home until then.” She pulls out a small vial, dabbing something that looks like oil onto her finger and then runs it across my nose. “This will help calm you.” Everything about her is so fucking clinical and I hate it.
“You’re taking me away from my family.”