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“Tell me I’m wrong,” he dared, slowing his pace to walk with me.My silence made him snort out a laugh.“That’s what I thought.”

Luca hit the unlock button on his key fob and opened the back door for Vi.I moved to do the same for Shaw, but she was already climbing into the front passenger seat.“Shotgun!”

“You’re evil, dimples,” I grumbled.

“It’s weird that we have been married this long and you didn’t already know that.Huh.You’re even more intellectually challenged than I gave you credit for.I am so relieved our girls didn’t get their brains from you, babe.”She gave me an indulgent smile before pulling the seat belt across her shoulder.“I love you, dumbass.”

Taking the back passenger seat, I waited for Vi’s nearness to hit me.As soon as Luca closed her door, trapping me with her scent, her heat, I dropped the takeout container with zero consideration for the mess it might make and grabbed Vi.

She squealed, but I swallowed the sound, crashing my mouth down on hers.She smacked at my arms, but I didn’t release her.I couldn’t, even if my life depended on it.Not when she tasted even better than I’d ever imagined she would.Twisting her hair around my fingers, I deepened the kiss.

With a hum, she melted against me.

Something shifted inside me.Everything realigned to finally fit perfectly in those spots that had been empty.I only meant for it to be a kiss.One small kiss.But hunger took hold of me.The world faded around us.There was only Vi.How her tongue shyly played with mine at first, before growing bolder.Her fingers unbuttoning my shirt, sharp nails scraping down my chest.She was wearing the dress Shaw had brought her back from Paris the week before, some new design that hugged her like a second skin yet was so easy to push out of my way in my desperate need to touch more of her.

Releasing her mouth, I trailed down her neck, tasting each inch I uncovered.“Gods, you’re so fucking beautiful.”

“Jags,” she moaned, rocking her hips against my cock, trapped inside my slacks.“A-are you sure you want to do this?”

My fingers bit into her hips, holding her in place in case she tried to move away.No.I finally had my hands on her.I wasn’t going to let her go ever again.

“I’m done being patient, Vi.I gave you time.I let you set the pace.But you were breaking both our hearts, baby.No more.”I captured her mouth again, biting into her bottom lip just hard enough to make her whine.Pulling her dress up over her hips, I tore her panties away until I could cup her bare pussy.

One mental picture after another flashed through my mind.The first time I’d gotten hard for Vi.How she had woken from a dream, rubbing herself against my thigh while Shaw slept behind her.I’d been blindsided that day, torn between what I’d thought was right and wrong, too young to know how precious the gift I was being offered truly was.How wet Vi had been as Shaw had touched her.They’d fallen into something new in that moment, and I’d dropped headfirst into uncharted territory within myself.

I would have given up anything to have been able to touch and kiss her back then.Anything but Shaw.Fuck.Shaw had offered me both of them, so beautiful and sweet.I could have had them both.All those years and it finally hit me that I could have been living this life all along.Loving them both.

“But you don’t want this,” Vi whispered against my lips.“You don’t want me, Jags.”

Hearing the doubt in her voice, that trace of pain she couldn’t hide, killed me.Knowing I was responsible for it made me wonder how Luca had let me live.Fuck, how had Shaw?Vi was the most precious person in my world.She’d helped me heal when I’d thought nothing could ever stop the loneliness of missing Shaw.When she was close, I’d been able to think a little clearer again.Violet was the only reason I’d survived the hell of being without Shaw.

“No, baby.No.I want you.I have always wanted you.I just didn’t know I could have you.And then I was waiting for you to tell me.But I’m done waiting.”I reached between us, fumbling with my belt, ripping the zipper on my slacks in my rush to get my cock free.As soon as I wrapped my hand around my shaft, I guided it to her drenched pussy.I couldn’t wait, couldn’t hold back.If I didn’t have her wrapped around my cock now, I was going to die.

“Oh god,” she breathed, trembling as I pushed into her.

“I’ve been fighting myself for too long, Violet.You should have gotten a slow fuck our first time, but I can’t hold on another second, baby.So you’re going to get quick and dirty in the back seat.”I shoved my cock inside her, slamming her down until she took it all.“Ah fuck, this pussy is tight.How am I supposed to restrain myself now that I’ve gotten inside you?”

“Jagger.”Vi clamped around me, stealing all remaining rational thoughts from my head.I pumped her hips up and down, setting the pace.Her cries filled the vehicle, echoed through my head.

Finally.

Ah gods, finally.

“Turn her around,” Shaw instructed, her voice breathless.“I want to see.”

Thankful for spacious back seats, I lifted Vi and turned her so her back was against my chest.I spread her legs wide and dropped her back down on my dick, giving Shaw the show she’d been begging me for.

“That’s pretty,” my wife moaned from the front seat.“Fill her full of come, Jagger.I want to lick it from her when we get home.”

“Christ,” Luca hissed.“I’m trying to get us there alive, guys.Don’t make me wreck.I’m already shaking here.”

“Undo your button and zipper.”

While I played with Vi’s clit, rubbing it in tight circles until she was dripping all over my balls, I could hear Luca doing as Shaw commanded.“You’re already leaking.Can I touch you?You’re in pain, Luca.”

His groan was harsh to my ears.I tuned him out, focusing all my attention on Vi and making her come for me.“Jags, it feels so good.I’m going to come,” Vi whined.“Oh.You’re touching that spot.Oh god!I love that spot.”

“Give it to me, baby.Let go.Soak me with all that sweet pussy juice.”I took a handful of her tits, giving her a squeeze while I strummed her hard clit.She rocked her hips backward and forward, working us both toward that first explosion.I pressed a kiss to her ear.“Come for me.Come hard.Because I’m going with you.And then I’m going to fuck you again.And again.All the way home, my little love.”

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