He nudges my legs open and moves between them. Then, holding both my hands in one of his, he lifts my leg and brings it around his waist, and I raise the other one to match it. He lowers a hand between us and directs the tip of his erection down until it presses against my entrance. Then he returns his hand to hold mine.
“Try to relax,” he murmurs.
I want to, but it’s impossible, because this is all so new, so different from the fast, impassionate sex I’m used to, where I felt like a blow-up doll just lying there for my ex to use.
I bite my lip, trying not to think about Ian, about before, and I gaze up at Fraser longingly, my heart thudding as he presses his hips forward.
Ahhh… oohhh… I stretch to accommodate him, and an exclamation leaves my lips as he slides halfway into me.
He stops and waits, and my chest heaves as I take deep breaths, trying to relax. I don’t want him to think I’m resisting or not enjoying it.
He lowers his head and looks me in the eyes. “Hallie.”
I blink.
“You’re so beautiful,” he murmurs.
The compliment takes me by surprise.
“Beautiful, beautiful girl,” he whispers, moving his hips, and penetrating a little more with each thrust. “I can’t believe I’m finally inside you.” He kisses me as he slowly enters me. “Ahhh… you feel so good…” He groans as he finally makes it all the way in, and his body is flush with mine.
I moisten my lips with the tip of my tongue. “That feels amazing,” I say softly.
He smiles, releasing my hands and resting on his elbows. “Tell me more about how it feels,” he says, pressing light kisses on my lips as he begins to move rhythmically.
“I can feel you all the way inside. Right to the top.”
“Does it feel good?”
I nod, opening my mouth to his tongue, growing more confident as he encourages me. “So good… I’ve dreamed about this…”
“Have you now?” He nibbles my bottom lip. “And in this fantasy, what was I doing?”
“Kissing me. Mmm. Moving inside me, just like this…”
He plunges his tongue into my mouth for a moment, making me sigh. “Did you dream about anything else?” he asks when he finally comes up for air.
“Me on top,” I admit.
His eyes flare, and then, without warning, he grabs me and rolls so he’s beneath me, making me laugh. He pushes me up, and I sit astride him. Moonlight slants across us making us look as if we’re coated in silver. I straighten, clenching so I can feelhim all the way up. I like being on top, but I’ve never had much of a chance to do it.
“You look stunning,” he says, lifting his arms above his head so he’s stretched out beneath me. “Like a Greek statue. You do it. Go on. Fuck me senseless, Hallie.”
Desire spikes through me at the thought of being the one to take control. Tentatively, I start to move my hips, driving him in and out of me. He closes his eyes, moving with me, murmuring his approval.
Mmm, yeah, this is good, I like being able to direct the action. I move up and down for a bit, then discover I can also rock my hips, which is a different motion that lets me grind against him, which stimulates my clit at the same time. Ooh, that feels good.
“Ah, yeah,” he says, “go for it, baby.”
Encouraged, I take his hands in mine, pinning him down the way he did me, and laugh as he lifts his head and takes advantage of the position by closing his mouth over a nipple. Ahhh, that feels so good… I rock harder, faster, surprised when I feel the glimmer of another orgasm in the wings.
“Oh,” I whisper, opening my eyes to look at him. I should wait… concentrate on him…
“Take your pleasure from me, Hallie,” he instructs. “You can do whatever you want to me, with me, tonight.”
He wants me to come again. My heart soars, and I close my eyes and focus on the tension inside me, riding him hard. Oh God, that feels amazing… I screw up my eyes and nose as everything tightens, then let the orgasm wash over me, clenching around him in several hard pulses before it finally releases me, and I collapse on top of him, gasping.
There’s no time to rest, though, because he lifts up and twists so I’m under him, then to my surprise, withdraws. But it’s only so he can roll me onto my front, and in seconds he’s pushedup my knee, directed his erection beneath me, and then he’s sliding inside me again.