Page 29 of Mafia Rules

After a few seconds, she pushes me back, desperately trying to catch her breath. “Ash—”

I stick my thumb in her mouth. “I need you to go home.” I need her to obey me. I couldn’t play Sasha’s game with Eve around. She couldn’t know that side of me.

A knock on the door startles both of us; Stella enters the lobby. “Your father is in the restroom, and then he will be in. I called, but I didn’t get an answer.”

I look back to Eve. “Leave now.”

17

EVE

I’m in full research mode as I listen to another YouTuber on the TV.

“Grab the base of his cock, get a good grip. And gently pull it toward you, but not too hard,” the young woman says, demonstrating with a dildo that looks like a dick.

I take notes, but I'm unsure how that could be pleasurable. I tilt my head to the side as she continues demonstrating her technique.

Back to my search results, I click on a video about talking dirty to a man.

An older gentleman sits in front of a microphone in a Hawaiian-style shirt and ponytail.

“Men need certain things from women, and you may not feel comfortable doing them.”

I switch back to my search results. I needed something good. Something to impress Ash with that he’s never done with anyone.

I find a girl my age, long hair and hippy-like, sitting outside on the grass, the sun shining behind her.

“Welcome to my self-discovery channel. Today, we are going to talk about our bodies and what makes them happy.”

“What are you watching?”

Startled by a voice behind me, I frantically reach for the TV remote to silence it, my fingers fumbling on the buttons in my anxious state.

“I repeat. What the fuck are you watching?” Macy sits on the couch and crosses her legs, engrossed in the video.

“Just some stuff…” I wasn’t good at talking about this stuff. In fact, I’d only ever been with two people. I could never admit that to Ash.

“Don’t listen to her.” Macy grabs the remote and starts searching for videos. “So, what are we looking for? Yourself or him?”

I stare at her, and she curiously reads each video clip. Macy could talk about anything and seems to know a little about everything. I envied her confidence.

“Seriously.Sex with Emilyis the best. Her tips for oral are ace.” Macy finds the channel and subscribes me.

“Okay.” My cheeks flush, regretting doing this when I knew she could come home any minute. I mean, I’ve only just told her the truth about mine and Ash’s relationship.

“Tell me what it is…” She lets out a sigh and pauses the video she’s chosen. “You can talk to me about this stuff. Is it his age?”

“No, he’s not that much older. I just…” How do I even admit what I saw that first day and how eager I was to get that job?

“You want some tips?” Macy grabbed a pillow and sank onto the couch, preparing for a lengthy conversation.

“I guess. I mean, I don’t really know…”Why are words so hard?

“Is he making you feel incompetent?” Macy's intense gaze and posture make it seem like she's ready to confront him directly.

“No, not at all. Actually, he seems to know my body better than I do.” I put my head down, almost ashamed to admit it.

“So you're worried you might not please him?” She waits for me to reply, her head tilted in curiosity.