If I told them the real reason, they might think I’m even crazier to look up a way to have a baby with both of them at the same time. “Can we drop this?”
My body was already on fire from the hours of research, but now Asher had pushed his finger into me, making me even more turned on.
CJ shook his head and joined us on bed. “There isn’t anything we can’t talk about. Honestly, the thought of my dick rubbing against Asher’s while we are both inside of you…with nothing separating us is the sexiest thing I’ve ever heard. And it would be my first time in that position.”
I glanced at his face, not sure if I believed him.
“I agree with CJ. But that is something we will need to work toward. I don’t want to hurt you, and I’ve never done that either,” Asher added.
My sex clamped down around his finger.
“Fuck,” Asher said. “Her sweet pussy is sucking my finger at the mention of the position. I have to ask what made you start watching that type of porn. They were all the same kink.”
A lie sat on the tip of my tongue, but I didn’t want to say it even if it was a white lie. “Jessica and Kat came over today.”
“And you guys talked about double pussy penetration?” Asher asked.
CJ cocked his head to the side. “The girls do talk about a lot of sex, but Jessica was here, so I have to think we got a statistic. Was it that women come harder this way?”
“Or maybe it was a statistic about how many women can handle two men like that?” Asher cut in.
“Okay, we will go with what you guys said,” I countered.
Asher pinched my nipple. “Tell me, because I’m intrigued.”
“You guys will think I’m a level ten stalker,” I whispered and took a deep breath.
CJ shook his head. “We won’t.”
“I warned you. Jessica asked when we planned to have kids. And if we would have double penetration sex, so I could have a baby by each of you at the same time. It’s called superfecundation and only happens with a quarter of a percent of women who have sex with two men during ovulation and have twins.”
Both Asher and CJ stared at me, and neither of them said a word. Asher’s hand stopped moving. CJ’s mouth opened and closed. I knew it would wreck everything. I shut my eyes to disappear.
“She wants to have our baby,” CJ whispered. “I can’t even express words.”
Asher's hand pulled away from my body, and I wanted to run. I opened my eyes and stared into his. He ran his fingers along my jaw. “The fact you researched double pussy penetration to see if both of us could be inside you at the same time, has my emotions going crazy. I knew you wouldn’t ever try to pull me and CJ apart. Instead, you looked into something to make sure you could give us both a child at the same time.” A single tear slid down Asher’s cheek. “You don’t know how much this means to me. Even if doesn’t work. The fact you even considered it at all is mind blowing.”
All I wanted was to be with them both. I’m sure in time, we would get mad at each other. But I felt the three of us could overcome everything.
“I love you both. For the last three days, I’ve said I want to see where our relationship will go. But I’m not sure I’m ready for twins in the next few months.”
CJ’s lip twitched. “Technically, if we started trying tonight, it would take ten months to cook in your oven.”
I rolled my eyes. “I started the pill two days ago when we had our blood work drawn. No babies this year.”
“Does this mean you’ll move in with us?” Asher asked.
Our eyes connected, and I didn’t have anything holding me back. “Yes. But no babies…yet.”
“But it wouldn’t hurt to practice the motions. Our blood tests all came back clean. Tonight, I want to slide my bare cock deep in your pussy.”
“I’m the luckiest woman alive. I love you both so much.”
And true to their words, they both took turns making love to me all night long.
17
EPILOGUE – ZAYLA