Page 80 of Start Your Engines

“Me neither.” It’s for the best, but I wish it weren’t.

“And so Niki doesn’t have to know until we know what we’re doing. He’d kill you if he knew what we did last night.”

“And what we’re going to do again now. I will have you gripping the headboard like it’s the wood stopping Kate Winslet from dying inTitanic.”

She smirks and my earlier anxiety fades under the glow of her smile. “And when it breaks, knowing you, you’ll find a way to wear it like a badge of honour.”

“The whole town would know. I’d have to tell them the filthy words you shouted when it cracked.” She rolls her eyes, and even that makes me puff out my chest. “Now get in the bedroom, Sen.”

“Now? But I’m not sure what decision we came to about us.”

I squeeze her butt, and my erection nudges at her knickers. “We decided we need to fuck again and that we’re exclusively, secretly dating.” Saying that gives me heartburn. I want to tell everyone Senna is my girlfriend and that my heart is only for her, but I can’t let her risk everything she’s achieved and herrelationship with her family for me. This is the right thing for her. “If that’s okay with you?”

I want her to tell me it‘s not okay and that she’s willing to risk everything, although I wouldn’t let her. She nods and says, “I hate it, too. When I spoke to Jacs, she knew I was happy about something.”

My shoulders ease slightly. She wasn’t speaking to another guy.

“She heard your grin down the phone, eh?”

“She asked me who I was fucking and if he had a sibling.”

My eyebrows quirk. “And you said?”

“I said I didn’t know what she was talking about. I was enjoying the break.”

“Did she believe you?”

She avoids eye contact briefly. “Of course she didn’t. I spent all night fucking the man of my dreams. I’m not that good a liar.”

My stomach thuds. Right now, she’s the one significant thing in my life. I could lose everything, yet I want her screaming my name and telling me again I’m the man of her dreams. It’s enough for now.

I back her against the wall. She’s so willing and needy for me. Her freshly bitten lips cry for me to soothe them. She reaches into the hoodie pocket and pulls out a condom.

I raise my eyebrows, and she smiles shyly. “I was hoping we’d do it here when you got up.”

“Then let me make your fantasies real.” I lift the hoodie up and off her, and she trembles against me. This is enough for now. “Put the condom on me.”

Her eyes are wide as she obeys. She rips open the foil with her teeth and strokes down my length as she slides on the condom. I push her soaking knickers to one side. Damn, she’s ready for me. Her eyes flutter closed as I lift her leg and tuck it against my hip.

“I’m the man of your dreams, eh?” I murmur as I slide my dick inside her. “You’re all my dreams and fantasies come true.”

I pin her hands her above her head, and her brows furrow. “Please keep your eyes open. I want to see all the colours as you come.”

I lace my fingers with hers as I slowly push inside her. Her smile falters as arousal takes over.

“Connor,” she moans as I brush kisses to her neck.

“I know, baby,” I reply.

“I’m yours. All yours.”

“And I’m yours,” I reply as my hands travel down her arms until I cup her face. She wraps her legs around me, but not to control the movement. She wants every part of her as close to me as possible. I want it, too.

She makes a cute whimper as I lick the seam of her lips. Our tongues tangle as I continue to press into her, our bodies speeding up as her need overwhelms us. Her arms are still high in surrender.

My lips brush her nipples, and she tightens around my cock.

I could spend my life like this and still want more.

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