Page 29 of Sin and Deception

"Tsk tsk, Angel," Theo scolded, his tone dripping with disappointment. "You won't die by our hands tonight. We have other plans for you." He leaned down and claimed my lips in a hot, demanding kiss that left me breathless.

My heartbeat jumped, and in the next second, Theo’s mouth consumed mine.

Whereas Xander’s kiss was soft and gentle, Theo exploded over me like a tidal wave. Hot, demanding, and unforgiving.

Every part of me reacted. This was my Theo, the ruthless, unrelenting, dominant lover. His tongue tangled with mine, hot, hungry, exploring, tasting, devouring. He knew how to coax out the desires and needs I’d locked deep inside, the passions and emotions I’d forced into the deepest crevices of my mind for the past few years.

With his lips against mine, the door burst open, and it was impossible to close it again. Then, it was Xander's turn. Grabbing my chin roughly, he pulled me closer and kissed me intensely, his tongue exploring every corner of my mouth. This was not the same gentle kiss from before. This kiss was filled with desperation and anger, mirroring the pain I had caused him.

But I embraced it all, sharing their passion and hunger. We were all caught in the same storm of emotions and desires.

I couldn't fully explain to them the depth of my suffering during our time apart. The words felt inadequate compared to the overwhelming intensity of our reunion. Instead, I let my body express my needs, demonstrating how much I needed them, just as much as they needed each other.

As we lost ourselves in touch and kisses, it was clear that none of us were truly complete without the others. For one night, we could forget about everything else and revel in our shared passion. Even as the storm raged on, I couldn't ignorethe nagging feeling that I was the one who truly felt alone in this.

They felt insincere and desperate in my mind, so I let them die on my tongue.

My body trembled as I attempted to convey my love for them through every movement. My need and desire for them still burned fiercely, consuming me. Their touch ignited a chain reaction of hungry kisses and grasping hands, leaving my skin tingling with electricity.

Theo's lips found my neck, trailing kisses down to the straps of my slip, pulling them down my shoulders and baring my body to him. My slip pooled at my feet, leaving me standing before them in only my underwear.

A wave of insecurity washed over me as I stood bare, my body showing the scars of childbirth. But any doubts vanished as they took in every inch of my fuller breasts, rounder belly, and curvier hips. Would they ask about it? Would they hate me for keeping this secret from them?

I couldn't bear the thought of their anger or rejection. But at that moment, with their hands roaming over my bare skin, I couldn't resist their touch. The danger no longer mattered. I needed them like I needed oxygen.

I fucking needed it.

I was aware it was selfish.

I understood it was callous.

I recognized it was wrong.

Guilt and shame tugged at my conscience, but I pushed them away as they skillfully intertwined like expert lovers, creating a symphony of ecstasy from my trembling form.Desire mingled with fear until I could no longer tell whose hands were whose, but all that mattered was surrendering to the intense pleasure they offered me.

The danger no longer mattered.

I wanted this.

I wanted them.

Just one more time.

Just one more night.

Standing bare and breathless before them, I opened my arms, welcoming the electric, white-hot heat of their touch.

Xander scooped me up and carried me to the bedroom. Theo quickly followed behind. My eyes widened as I watched Theo reach behind him and pull his shirt over his head and quickly unfastened and pushed down his pants until they stood towering over me, side by side like two naked sex gods finally looking over at me like a long-lost dream.

I couldn’t move.

Or blink.

Or speak.

I soaked in the sight of them as if I were finally tasting water after a lifetime in the desert. It was just a fleeting, frozen moment in time, but I engraved the vision of them deep into my mind—so sexy, so hungry, so passionate.

They stood next to each other, two flawless figures exuding warmth and desire. In that still moment, I understood this could be the final instance I witnessed them like this. Once I revealed the truth, they may never again look at me with such intense longing.

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