Seeing them again took me straight back to the past in an instant. The feelings, the memories, the unbreakable bond that had pulsated between us was still there. But now, it was tarnished, bruised, and battered from years of pain and regret.
“Do you want us to fuck you right now? Right here?” Theo’s voice was soft and filled with longing as he lightly brushed his lips against my neck.
All the longing and loneliness I had felt over the past few years vanished instantly, replaced by the intense passion that had always flowed between us.
My soul ached for their embrace, pleading for the pleasure they alone could provide.
These two men understood me and my body like no one else could. I was theirs, body and soul.
"Yes. Please. I need you both so much," I whispered,barely able to form the words before Theo's hands tangled in my hair as he kissed my lips fiercely. Every emotion and desire I had forced into hibernation broke free, sending a wave of arousal through me that pooled between my legs.
I arched my back, pressing against Xander's chest as Theo's hands roamed over my body. They had every right to kill me, to seek revenge for the pain and destruction I had caused in their lives. Yet here I was, trapped between them, their hands igniting sparks of pleasure wherever they touched.
Xander's hands roamed over my body, pushing my robe from my shoulders to expose the silk slip I wore underneath. A deep growl reverberated in his chest as he gripped my throat, compelling me to meet his gaze.
“Who the hell were you wearing this for?” His voice was thick with possessiveness, his eyes clouded by jealousy.
Fear intertwined with arousal as a shiver ran down my spine. This wasn't the Xander I remembered. Jealousy typically belonged to Theo. Something had shifted between the two of them while I was away.
The outside world viewed Xander as a monster, but for me, he was a gentle giant. Or at least, he used to be.
"I wore it for myself," I replied defiantly. He leaned in closer, his face inches from mine. "Do you expect me to believe that when you were planning to go out and find someone to fuck?"
"How did you find out about that?" I asked, feeling asurge of panic.
"We have our ways," Xander said coolly, though his eyes still burned with desire.
Before I could say anything else, Theo leaned close to my ear. "I heard you talking about your evening plans. Your reaction to dating someone was fascinating. Is there a reason why the idea repulsed you?"
The words caught in my throat as if the intensity of my emotions strangled them. I could feel the creases forming between Xander's brows as he looked at me with a mix of confusion and frustration.
"Is it because of us?" His voice was low and husky. "Because we are the only men you want, the only men you can picture touching you?"
I took a deep breath, trying to steady myself. "I've already told you why."
But then Theo's lips were against me, nipping at my earlobe and sending shivers down my spine. "And yet you still left us," he whispered.
"I didn't have a choice," I responded, feeling their hands moving over my body.
"You always had a choice," Xander said, his grip on me tightening.
I moaned as Theo's hand cupped me between my legs, sending waves of pleasure through me. "It wasn't possible for me to contact you after what happened."
“Of course, it was.” Xander tilted my chin and kissed me gently, the contrast between his soft lips and anger almost dizzying.
Here, between them, surrendering to their touch andkisses, I knew the huge risk I was taking. They could have easily killed me in their rage and hurt over my betrayal. But deep down, I couldn't imagine being with anyone else but them one last time before facing whatever consequences awaited me.
Maybe they were still planning to kill me after tonight. Perhaps our love had soured, and this was their way of controlling me. Still, I would rather die by their hands than anyone else's.
Sensing my thoughts, Theo cupped my breast and asked, "Angel, do you think we plan on killing you after we finish fucking you? Is that why you aren't fighting us?"
Xander lifted his head to look at me expectantly, waiting for my response.
I took a deep breath, understanding that regardless of my beliefs or desires, I would have to confront the consequences of my actions.
"It doesn't matter what I believe. I betrayed you both, and I must accept whatever punishment you deem appropriate."
Their gazes met in a silent conversation before returning to me. Theo moved around to stand next to Xander, their bodies nearly touching as they loomed over me.