He stopped and stared down at me, grabbing my hands and pressing them to the bed.
“No. Not again. What are you doing?”
“Answer one more question and I’ll let you come.”
I tugged at my arms, but his hold on my wrists was too tight. My pussy quivered, needing the small push to go over.
“Why did you leave me? What did I do?”
I clenched my jaw, refusing to say anything.
He rocked against my clit, causing my muscles to clench around his cock. “Answer, and I’ll give you what you want.”
I shifted my face to look away from Jax’s stormy gray eyes, but he caught my jaw again and turned me back to him.
“You forgot me. I was the lowest priority on your list. You dropped everything for everyone but me, your parents especially. It didn’t matter how they treated me. I was tired of waiting for you to see me. To put me first.”
He shook his head, as if he couldn’t believe I actually thought that of him.
Instead of saying something to me, he lowered, kissing me with both demand and possessiveness, in the way he’d done when we’d first fallen for each other.
His thrusts resumed plunging in and out, increasing in tempo as he continued to devour my mouth. My body responded with a rush of pleasure and need. Everything ached inside.
Jax released my hands and they went immediately to his ass, urging him to give me what I’d only dreamt about for the last two years.
It was more than the feel of Jax in me and on me. It was the emotions his touch brought forth. I loved him so much that it nearly destroyed me when I knew there was no hope for us. I couldn’t let him pull me back into something I knew had no future. Deep down, I knew it was already too late.
“Oh God,” I cried out as Jax pinched my nipple.
“Pay attention to what’s happening here between us. Not to the voices in your head. We’ll talk about everything later.”
He set a hard pace, pummeling my pussy and driving me higher and higher.
“J-J-Jax.”
“Give it to me, Little Bird. Come in the way I’ve only seen in my dreams for the last two years.”
He rolled his hips again to grind against my clit, and my body immediately erupted. Arching up, I screamed Jax’s name and clamped down on his cock. He continued to thrust through my clenching and contracting vaginal walls.
My mind clouded with a pleasure I’d craved but hadn’t experienced in years.
I held in tears that I knew would burst free the moment I was alone. It was only ever like this with Jax. The intensity and the passion. It was too much. It was too consuming.
Jax’s rhythm became erratic and he bit my shoulder as he came. The pleasure-pain of the sting pushed me back up into another orgasm.
Jax gripped the back of my neck. “You’re mine, Kai. I’m never letting you run away again.”
Chapter Seven
Jax
I’d barely shifted my weight from Kai and caught my breath when I felt her stir, pulling free from my hold and sitting up.
I grabbed her around the waist and pulled her back. “I don’t think so. You aren’t putting those walls up again. I meant what I said. I’m not letting you run away again.”
“You don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“What don’t I know, Kai? From where I’m sitting, I lost the woman I loved because she thought I didn’t prioritize her. When all I ever did was try to protect her.”