“What’s it?”
“You’re just going to dismiss me after…”
I don’t get to finish the sentence, because before I do, Dino’s arms are wrapping around me and he pulls me close to his chest.
“Marisol. I’m not dismissing you. I’m not sending you away. There’s a fuckin’ countdown clock in my head right now and we’ve been out here too damn long.”
I sigh and lean into his body. He’s so warm, and it feels sogood. The chill from the rain is finally getting to me, and I don’t want to be cold anymore.
I want to have him around to keep me warm.
“If I had all the time in the world, I’d fuckin’ spend it with you,” he rasps.
My heart melts, just a little bit, and I wrap my hands around him too.
Dino’s chest feels red hot under my hands, like he’s run a marathon instead of sitting on a bench for a while. I gently rake my nails over his back muscles, and he groans.
“Don’t fuckin’ do that, Marisol. We don’t have the fuckin’ time.”
I know he’s right, but I can’t help that it feels a little bit like rejection.
Or, I guess, the longing for us to have more time.
“I know. I should get back,” I murmur. I pull back from where my arms are tucked around him, and the loss is almost palpable.
I don’t want to leave him.
The realization is somewhat shocking.
Dino bends down, tipping my lips up to his with one finger. He kisses me, and I wait for it to become heated.
It never does.
“I’m going to get you out of here, Marisol,” he whispers when he ends the kiss.
I blink up at him.
His green eyes are serious. “I mean it. I want to get to know you. But I don’t want to do it here. We need time. I need time to fuckin’ make you mine, and time for you to choose me.”
I laugh softly. “You think I will?”
“I know you will, Marisol. Because you’re fuckin’ mine.”
I laugh again. “You’re something else, Dino.”
“I ain’t nothin’ but yours, Marisol,” he says softly.
The words send a chill down my spine.
“I should go,” I murmur again. One of these times I’m going to say it and it’s going to be true.
The rain intensifies. I could stay out here forever, rain and all. I don’t want to go back in there, to my father.
To Andrei.
“When can I see you again?” I ask Dino.
“Swimming.”