Then he softens.
His lips slow.
His hands steady.
His mouth lingers, tracing over mine like an apology, like a promise.
His forehead rests against mine.
I break.
I don’t mean to.
I don’t want to.
But I do.
I can’t hold it in anymore.
Because for all my strength, for all my fire, for all my fucking will?—
I am tired.
So fucking tired.
I feel my body give out.
I feel his arms catch me.
I feel my chest rise and fall in sharp, uneven breaths, the weight in my ribs too heavy to hold.
And I let go.
Just for a second.
Just long enough for him to hold me up.
Just long enough to remember I don’t have to fight alone.
"We’re going to burn them for this."
His voice is low.
Dangerous.
Deadly.
And I don’t doubt it.
Not for a second.
This war isn’t over.
I am not done.
He will burn for me.
And I will let him.