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“Yes, please.” She widens her legs, granting me more access. My cock isn’t small, so I enter her inch by inch, giving her time to adjust to my size.

“Fuck, Blue. You feel so good,” Ruin says as she massages my shoulders, her fingers pressing hard against my muscles. Once I’m fully in, I heave a deep breath. In this moment, nothing else matters, other than being one with her.

“I’m home,” I whisper against her lips as I thrust deeper into her, and she moans. I start pumping in and out slowly, sensually, taking my time committing this moment to memory. Ruin is the first, and if everything goes as planned, the last woman I’ll ever make love to. She meets my thrusts and presses the back of her feet on my ass, silently asking me to go deeper. I happily oblige. I slowly pick up the pace as I kiss her hard. Ruin whimpers, and her walls start pulsing against my cock.

“I don’t want to come before you, sweetheart. Come for me,” I say between ragged breaths, and she claims my mouth again. I can tell she’s about to jump off the cliff, so I find her clit with my thumb, pressing gentle circles, and that’s all it takes. Ruin’s face is pure ecstasy, and it’s glorious. It’s the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen. I thrust inside her two more times before I’m jumping off the cliff with her.

“I love you,” I tell her once my breathing has calmed down a bit. Ruin smiles up at me and holds my face in her hands.

“I love you too, Gio Bianchi. Much more than I ever thought I could love someone.”

I kiss her again and again. I’ll never get tired of hearing those three little words spilling from her plump lips.

Once I get rid of the condom, I refill the bath since the water had cooled while Ruin and I were making love. Now we’re in the tub, enjoying the view, glasses of wine in hand.

“I know a trip to New York wasn’t on the bucket list you gave me, but I thought it would be fun to have our first time in a place like this,” I say, remembering the thoughtful present she gave me for graduation. She made a picture with all the things we’ve been talking about doing together while on our dates. Not only can she sing, her drawings are also beautiful and full of details. I don’t think there’s anything Ruin can’t do.

“Oh, I’m so glad you liked it. I wasn’t sure what to give to someone who has it all.” There’s a hint of shyness in her voice, and I turn her face so she can see me.

“It was the most thoughtful present I’ve ever received. I can’t wait to cross all those items off the list with you.” She pushes her back to my chest, and I embrace her, savoring the closeness.

“How does it feel to be officially done with your first semester of junior year?” I ask her, taking a sip of my wine. We’re sitting inside the tub, Ruin has her back to me and is playing with the bubbles on my legs.

“Not much different from the relief of being done with school while I was attending community college.” She shrugs, and I get it. School is demanding, no matter where you go.

“That’s fair. How about your plans for when you graduate? Are you still hoping to find some sort of work back in your hometown?” She sighs and takes a sip of her wine. Then she gets a chocolate-covered strawberry, takes a bite, and feeds methe rest. I nip at her fingers, and she chuckles. I love how easy everything is with her. I’ve never experienced this level of intimacy with anyone, and I can’t imagine doing it with anyone else.

“Yeah, that’s still the plan. I want to live near my family, but…” She trails off, and I wonder what’s going on in her head.

“Hey, come here. What’s the matter?” She turns around and straddles me.

“Well, it’s just that now there’s you. Us.” She points at me then herself before placing her hand on my chest.

“And you’re not sure about us?” I ask her, suddenly worried that she might say she doesn’t see things long-term with me.

“What? Of course I am, but I’m not sure if you want to move back to Argentina, or move to Chile with your siblings,” she says softly. If we weren’t this close, I’d have missed it.

“Sweetheart, I don’t want to scare you off by being too forward, but my place is wherever you are. If you want to move back home, we’ll build a home together in the mountains.”

Ruin doesn’t say anything, she just presses my lips to hers, sealing a promise of forever. My dick finds its new favorite place and glides inside Ruin without any friction. She starts rocking, water sloshing over the edge of the tub and extinguishing a few candles. The scent of the candles mixed with the smoke gives the room a cozy feeling, making it seem like we’re in a campground.

“I love you, Ruin,” I tell her against her lips as she continues to ride me. Fuck, it feels so good to finally being able to admit my feelings for her out loud.

“I love you, too. Always,” she says with so much emotion in her voice that I feel it deep in my soul. I grab her hips trying to guide her, but my girl wants to be in control. She picks up the pace, and her perky tits start bouncing in place. My mouth drools at the sight, so I give up control for the pleasure of sucking her breasts. When my lips make contact with her nipple, she moans, and Isuck it harder. But Ruin doesn’t complain, she just gets louder and louder until she freezes in place. I thrust inside her so deep, we both come at the same time.

“That was just…” Ruin trails off as we both come down from the high of pleasure together.

“Fuck,” I say as I close my eyes, berating myself.

“What’s wrong?” Ruin asks, panic in her voice.

“We didn’t use a condom, I’m so sorry.” She chuckles, and I open my eyes.

“It’s okay, I’m on the pill, and I haven’t been with anyone in a long time. I’m sorry I just wanted you inside me. I should have asked if you were okay going bare.” I release a deep breath against her neck.

“Oh, baby girl. It was amazing, I just didn’t want you to think I was being irresponsible.” She gives me a sweet smile and a kiss. Before things turn heated again, I remove myself slowly from her core and help her get out of the tub. I towel her off, and once I’m dry, too, I take us to bed where she falls asleep in my arms.

Chapter 18

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