Page 183 of How to Lose at Love

I nod.

Haven’t had anything for dinner and never snagged food from ROSCOE + MIMI before peeling out with Kyle, whom I absolutely have to message an update like I promised.

“We should eat and then go bang. Maybe this time we won’t be interrupted.”

A girl can hope.

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dallas

“Gagging during a blow job is one of the most romantic sounds. It means someone is choosing your dick over having oxygen.”

– Drake Colter

“Holy shit, Ryann…”

“Oh, fuck…”

No two brain cells fuse together sufficiently for me to form an articulate sentence, not that I’m trying. Two- and three-word phrases are all I can muster as I watch the top of Ryann’s head bob up and down on my dick.

She joined me in the shower—a first for both of us.

My brother talked about it once, showering with his girlfriend, how sexy it is when they’re both wet and playing with each other while lathering up and shit.

Granted, they went through a phase where Posey was constantly trying to scare the shit out of him when he was behind the shower curtain. Several times he pulled the entire bar down and ruined the drywall in her bathroom.

But I digress.

Ryann is on her knees in front of me, down on the tile floor, eyes closed, hand gripping my hard cock, mouth sucking and swallowing me whole.

Seriously, the sight is so fucking hot.

So fucking sexy.

I don’t know what’s wetter, the water or her mouth.

One of my hands grips the wall; I need it for support or I swear to God my legs are going to give in as the fingers of her free hand press on my taint, thumb moving in a circle, causing my eyes to practically roll out of my skull.

“Fuck…fuck…” I moan. “Shit…”

I manage to rest one palm on the back of her head, slowly guiding it as she bobs up and down.

Fuck yeah, baby…

Fuck my dick with your mouth…

Yeah, take it…

Endearments roll off my tongue like I invented them, things like baby girl, baby, babe.

I want to come so fucking bad.

I want to come on her face and her tits, thrusting slowly so she doesn’t gag but wanting to fuck her hard.

I pull out, pull her up.

Turn her and set her on the small bench that’s in my shower, getting down on my knees. Take her legs and put them over my shoulders, spreading her thighs.

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