Page 58 of Cruel Devotion

As she looped her arms around my neck, reaching up so she could part her lips and kiss me back just as greedily, I dipped her back and scooped her up into my arms.

Holding her tight, I kissed her like there was no tomorrow. Like only this moment mattered.

She broke away, breathing frantically. “You didn’t even know what I was going to say.”

“Doesn’t matter. You saidbut, and whatever would follow would be how you also don’t hate me and still want me.”

“Needyou,” she corrected, wiggling for me to put her down.

I did, kissing her and not letting her go out of my reach. While she stood, she yanked at the hem of my hoodie and forced my shirts up. I pulled back, tugging my sweatshirt and shirt off. Kissing her again and growling at the taste of her sweetness, I worked on ripping her clothes off as fast as she fumbled with mine.

In the clumsy dance of stripping, we ended up in her room, and this time, when I lowered her to the bed, she didn’t wait for guidance. She gripped my dick and stroked it as she widened her legs.

“Haley, wait.”

She shook her head. “You said you would wait for me.”

“And I will.”

“No. No more waiting. Now, Eli. I want you right now.”

“Are you sure you?—”

She pulled my head down for a drugging kiss, and I did exactly what I told myself I should do. I followed her lead. I paid attention to her cues. In everything she did and showed me, she wanted to lose her virginitynow.

Too impatient for much foreplay, she hooked her legs around my waist and arched up toward me, seeking out my dick. Each time she ground against me, dragging my erection along her soaked pussy, I growled into her mouth and kissed her soundly.

“Eli, please,” she begged.

I smoothed her hair back from her face, still worried whether she really wanted it like this. “We can slow down?—”

“No. I want you now. I need it. Please.”

“Do you have a condom?”

“I’m on the pill.” She frowned at me, pleading. “Please, Eli. I want you to be my first and I don’t want to wait.”

“Okay, but we don’t have to rush.”

She shook her head. “We don’t have to, but I want to. I want it hard and fast. Next time, we can take it slow. I can’t stand just waiting and wondering and wishing?—”

I kissed her, lining up my dick to her wet entrance. “I hear you. I got you.”

“Fuck me, Eli. Fuck me hard and fast so I know it’s you. That this is us.”

Goddamn, she made it impossible to slow down. Gritting my teeth, I slammed into her, going as slowly as I could so I wouldn’t hurt her. I watched her face as I filled her to the hilt. From desperation, to shock, to pain, then desperation again, she gazed up at me and didn’t hide for one second.

Then, locking my gaze on hers, I pulled back out and treasured the exquisite glove of her hot, slick pussy walls sucking me in again.

Over and over, I thrust into her, harder and faster depending on how much she seemed to crave the brutality. It was her first time. I wanted it to be slow and lazy, sensual and soft.

As she neared her orgasm, taunting me dangerously close to shooting my cum into her too early, I realized that she didn’t want those things. She’d told me. Hard and fast.

And I gave it to her. I rammed into her, marking her as mine. Staking a claim to be her first, I kissed her as she cried into my mouth as she hit her release. She clenched me, squeezing my dick so tightly that I didn’t last a second longer. Grunting at the force of my orgasm as it cut through me and lit my nerves, I flooded her with my cum and held her as she quivered and trembled, still moaning and mewling those sexy sounds I would never tire of.

I’d taken her virginity.

But on my terms. On hers.

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