Page 35 of Unlovable Player

I pull away, my head spinning as I look down at him. This guy I fucking hated. Big stupid doe eyes and pillowy lips. Now all I want to do is kiss every inch of that annoying face. Take his clothes of and…

“What’s wrong? Do I taste like pizza?”

I sit up. “It’s not that, I… I’m not gay.” I try to ignore how my cock is trying to make me look like a liar.

“I’ve thought about it, with guys I mean. That was one reason why I needed time away from Alyssa. I needed to know-”

“Ah, I see.”

“What?”

“You needed to have your bisexual awakening or college experiment or whatever before you settled down with a woman.”

“No, it’s not like that.”

He shrugs. “You can have it with me if you want.”

I entertain the idea for a second before dismissing it.

“No, it’s a bad idea. It’ll affect the team.”

“Okay, tell your dick that.”

I pull a cushion from behind me and cover myself with it.

Sebastian shuffles on the couch, rearranging himself. At least I’m not the only one sporting a raging erection right now.

“If you don’t want it to be me, I can help you… figure things out.”

I swallow. “How?”

He shrugs. “Download some hook-up apps and I’ll help you navigate-”

“No, the whole reason I’ve never… you know, before, is because I never met a guy I liked enough to-”

“Have you liked every girl you’ve ever had sex with?”

My face heats up.

“Is Alyssa the only girl you’ve ever-”

“Yeah, okay?”

“It’s nothing to be ashamed of.”

“I know.”

“Do you think that’s making it harder to get over her though? Because she’s the only person you’ve ever slept with?”

“I don’t know, maybe.”

My head’s spinning. I drop my face into my hands and sigh.

“It’s alright,” Sebastian says, his hand on my back. “I won’t tell anyone. And we can just forget about this.”

“I think we should focus on the team,” I say, even though it feels like I’ve just dropped a boulder into the pit of my stomach.

He nods. “Okay.”

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