I smile and curl my finger tenderly against the cell phone. He must be blushing right now as his imagination runs wild.
Good.
I plan to bring adventure to his nights as well as his days. If only he’d stop being stubborn about pushing me away.
ME: What are you doing tomorrow?”
CULLEN: Not you. If that’s what you’re thinking.
I burst out laughing, imagining his stern face.
ME: I want to borrow your kitchen.
CULLEN: So now you’re asking permission?
ME: I’d like to take my social media more seriously and film a cooking video. But our kitchen isn’t exactly the aesthetic that goes viral.
CULLEN: Since you plan to break in anyway, just make yourself at home.
I smile.
CULLEN: I’m going to bed now.
ME: Dream of me.
CULLEN: I’m taking sleeping pills. I won’t be dreaming of anything tonight.
ME: Do you want me to come over? I can tire you out so you don’t even need the pills.
CULLEN: Goodnight, Nardi.
I smile and whisper to the phone, “Goodnight, Cullen.”
Twenty-Three
CULLEN
I’m lying on a field of grass, staring up at the sky. Nardi rolls close to me and snuggles on my chest.
“It’s time to get up, Cullen.”
“I am up.”
“Wakey-wakey.”
“My eyes are wide open, Nardi.” I move to wrap her in my arms.
Suddenly, Nardi screams and backs away from me. I reach out to her, but my hands are covered in blood.
What the…? Panic engulfs me. I pat down my body, wondering where I’m bleeding from. Why is there so much blood?
The sky above me darkens and I realize I’m not lying in a field of grass but in a coffin.
Something grainy hits my face.
It’s dirt. The dying sun glints against the bottom of a shovel as it sinks into the dirt. More sand rains down into the hole that I’m in.
“Nardi, I’m not dead. I’m here,” I call to her.