“Isn’t the radiation from those nuclear thingies really bad for you?” I mumble, glancing at my phone again.
 
 A stifling silence fills the air.
 
 I look up and meet Josiah’s narrowed eyes. My brother isn’t saying a word but every inch of his face screams‘are you an idiot’?“What kind of radiation are you talking about, Nardi? Photons? Particles? Be specific.”
 
 “The heck should I know?” I grumble, pulling my leg under me in the chair.
 
 “If you’re talking about photons, then what’s the frequency?”
 
 “Frequency?”
 
 “Or the wave length?” He waves a hand as if he’s intentionally dumbing down the question for me, but I still have no idea what he’s talking about.
 
 “That lightbulb up there is radiating. These laminated floors. This cell phone is radiating.” Josiah grabs my cell phone.
 
 “Yeah, I know.” I swipe it back. “That’s why you shouldn’t sleep next to a cell phone at night or keep it in your pocket. It can make you sick.”
 
 Josiah gives me another ‘you’re dumber than a box of rocks’ look.
 
 He really should learn to hide that expression. I’m his sister andIfind it annoying. Josiah will be in high school soon. Those kids will have a field day teaching the little boy genius that they don’t appreciate feeling like idiots.
 
 “Everything’sradiating,” Josiah continues in a ‘you should already know this’ tone. “All the time. Photons are being emitted and have been emitting since the dawn of time.”
 
 I check my phone again.
 
 No messages from Cullen.
 
 “What do photons have to do with nuclear energy?” I mutter, grabbing a pillow and squeezing it tight. “We were talking about how dangerous it is to mess with nuclear energy. Why are you changing the subject?”
 
 Josiah springs to his feet with a sound of utter frustration. “Go outside tomorrow. You’ll be standing in front of a literal nuclear reactor that produces electromagnetic radiation through nuclear fusion.”
 
 “I didn’t understand any of those words.”
 
 He grunts and stalks off mumbling, “This is why I don’t talk to you.”
 
 “Hey! Don’t be rude!”
 
 Josiah’s door shuts firmly and I’m left alone to the restless quiet.
 
 Pulling my phone to my face, I open my messages app and scroll down, refreshing the page. There are no new messages.
 
 I check if my network is stable.
 
 It is.
 
 Wait for me tonight.
 
 I’m not crazy. I heard what Cullen said. He looked me in my eyes and told me that he’d visit tonight. Did he change his mind because of what happened in the office?
 
 “What a waste of a razor,” I mumble, smoothing my hand over my glossy, cocoa-buttered legs.
 
 Not that I shaved for Cullen.
 
 Or cleaned up other areas of my body for Cullen.
 
 Or used my expensive perfume that I won during an office holiday party… for Cullen.
 
 It’s because I deserve to treat myself with care. No one else is going to do it.