Jacob:I hope so.
My entire body slouches, his noncommittal response squashing any optimism I’d let myself feel.
Three little dots fade in and out across my screen and my spine straightens. I hate myself for how desperately I need his assurances. I crave them, covet them. I need to know he’ll keep his word so I can justify believing in him so unfailingly.
Jacob: One way or another, I’m going to see you guys soon. And I’ll do everything in my power to make it this weekend.
I feel his declaration in my chest, my heart fluttering with delight.
Jacob: I miss you so much. I need you bare, your naked body tangled with mine, your warm skin under my hands.
A tiny gasp parts my lips as I suck in a deep breath, heat spreading out from my lower belly. He can’t do this to me while I’m at work. My face flushes as though my coworkers somehow know what I just read. I type out my quick reply and hit send.
Me:I need that too.
The three dots return immediately, and his response pops up in seconds.
Jacob:What else?
In my mind, I can imagine him growling the demand into my ear and I squirm a little in my chair. Is he sexting me? Jason Derulo’s “Talk Dirty to Me” rushes into my thoughts, invading them with all the naughty things I could beg for.
Me: I need to feel your lips on me.
Jacob: Where?
Me: Everywhere.
Jacob: Tell me more.
Finally diving in headfirst, I type out my reply, my bottom lip trapped between my teeth.
Me:I want your lips on mine, on my body, between my legs.
I hit send and continue, giving him only scraps, little morsels of seduction to whet his appetite.
Me: I need to feel your hands on my body, your long fingers buried inside me as your tongue drives me over the edge.
Send.
Me: I want to hear you groan and feel your fingers in my hair when I take you in my mouth.
That one will really get to him.
Me: Then I want to ride you like I did in the back seat of your car. I want to try every position imaginable and find the one that has you buried the deepest.
I smile to myself as I deliver the message. He asked for it, but I’m sure he didn’t see that coming.
I finally stop so he has a chance to respond
Jacob:Fuck, Abby. How am I supposed to get any work done with this hard-on?
My thighs clamp together to quell the throbbing in my already wet center. Texting Jacob all the naughty things I want to do with him has me so turned on I can barely see straight.
Me:I don’t know, but I hope you make it in this weekend so I can help you with that little problem of yours.
Send.
Jacob:You and I both know there’s nothing little about my problem.