When he lifts me up into his arms, my legs wrap around his waist, and he carries me toward the bedroom. Gently, he sets my body down on the bed before reaching down and pulling off my thong.
“You are absolutely flawless, Gemma,” he whispers, trying to convince me of something that isn’t true. “You are a true piece of art, baby.”
As his eyes rake over my body, I watch pre-cum spill from the tip of his cock, and I squirm as my nipples grow harder.
“That’s what you do to me, baby,” he says delicately. “Just the sight of you makes my cock drip because you’re so damn beautiful and I want you so bad.”
Crawling onto the bed, he runs his palms up my legs. “Do you know how many times I’ve covered my own hand in cum from picturing you? And imagining I was inside of you or between your legs?”
I swallow, watching his every move and hanging on to each word from his lips.
“R-really?” I say, barely audible, but he still nods.
“Fuck, just yesterday, after I sent you that text about the jersey, I sat in my room, and I fantasized about you coming to me and sitting on my face.” His eyes glimmer. “Do you know what happened in my fantasy? I came in my pants just from eating your pussy. That’s how much you drive me wild, Gem. You’re fucking perfect.”
I want to feel his words and believe them, but I can’t. Not yet. But still, I don’t want him to stop. I need him.
“Can I touch you?” he asks sweetly. “Can I feel how wet you are for me?”
“Yes,” I say, breathy and eager.
He spreads my legs wider and releases a low growl from his throat. He glides his hand up my thigh and brushes his fingertips against my heat.
“Such a perfect pussy, baby.” He hovers two fingertips at my entrance, only pressing them into me slightly. “Is this okay?”
“Yes,” I croak out. “More.”
Climbing on top of me, he brings his mouth to mine as his hard cock presses against my leg while his fingers push deeper inside of me. With his lips on mine, he begins to work his fingers in and out, in and out. I break our kiss for a second, but only to wrap my hand around his huge steel cock and run my thumb over the tip, causing more pre-cum to spill out.
I want to believe he’s turned on because he thinks I’m sexy and because he wants me, but that demon sitting on my shoulder tells me otherwise. It tells me he’s just horny and I’m here and eager. But I keep going because I need this.
“Fuck me,” I whimper. “Please. Fuck me right now.”
“I don’t have a condom,” he murmurs against my lips.
“IUD. And I’m clean,” I toss back instantly, pulling his body to be more centered on top of me in hopes that he’ll slide inside of me faster.
I want to feel this. I want it to awaken my soul and remind me that not everything is bad. His cock nudges inside of me, and I lift my hips, pushing against him so that his dick slips inside of me slightly.
“More,” I whine, repeating the motion.
Understanding my desperation, he thrusts into me, pushing his cock in deeper and making me cry out in relief. As his hips begin to work in a pumping motion, I dig my nails into his back.
“Smith,” I moan. “Yes.”
“Right here, baby,” he utters, pulling back to look down at me. “I’ll be here as long as you’ll let me.”
He wants to make this more than it is and more than it can be. He’s trying to fix me inside, but it’s useless. Either way, I’ll reap the benefits because he’s doing what I want him to—numbing the pain.
As his cock pushes further inside of me, deeper with each thrust of his hips, I drive my fingernails into the flesh on his back and wrap my legs tighter around his body.
“You’re worthy, Gemma.” Thrust.“You deserve nothing but goodthings.” Another thrust. “The things that happened before are in the past now. You have a whole future, baby.” He skims one hand along my thigh, pushing himself deeper. “No one is ever going to hurt you again, I swear to you.”
His lips crash against mine, and he grips my leg tighter. My belly tingles, and my entire body, including my scalp, feels prickly.
“Let go, Gem,” his deep voice softly demands. “Let go and fall apart, baby. Let yourself have this.”
My back arches as I convulse, writhing beneath him. His body begins to tremble as he comes inside of me, pressing his forehead against mine.