“I want—yes. Oh! Oh fuck.” Adam took his hand off his cock and groaned in frustration.
“You good?” Riley asked as he slicked his own cock with lube.
Adam flopped an arm over his eyes. “Give me a minute. That was way too close.”
Riley stroked himself, watching the heavy rise and fall of Adam’s chest, and admiring how tortured Adam’s cock looked. Riley would bet he could blow on it right now and Adam would shoot off.
“Tell me when you’re ready.” Riley hoped he didn’t sound as impatient as he suddenly felt. He’d been waiting so long for this moment.
Adam pulled his arm away so he could see again, and his gaze fell right to Riley’s cock. “Oh wow.”
“I’ll go slow,” Riley promised. “And we can stop anytime.”
Adam nodded. “Okay.”
Riley grabbed a pillow. “Lift up.” He wedged it under Adam’s hips. “That’s better.” He lined himself up. “Tell me to stop if you need to,” he reminded him.
“I will.”
Riley pushed against his entrance. “Try to relax for me.”
Adam exhaled, and Riley pushed inside.
If Riley had thought Adam had overwhelmed him before, it was nothing compared to this moment. He watched in amazement as his cock slowly sank into Adam’s—Adam’s!—body.
Adam’s eyes were squeezed shut, and he was biting his bottom lip hard. Riley stopped. “You okay?”
“I think. Yeah.” He laughed nervously. “You’re huge.”
“I’m a pretty standard size.”
“Youfeelhuge. Keep going.”
“You sure?”
“Keep. Going.”
Riley pushed in farther. He wasn’t sure how much longer he was going to be able to be the one in charge here. He could feel his brain breaking apart as he sank deeper. “God, Adam. So fucking good.”
“Yeah,” Adam panted. “Yeah.”
Riley pulled out a bit, then pushed back in. Adam’s eyes went wide with surprise, then he moaned out a string of profanity and slurred compliments. Riley smiled and did it again. He was going to make this so good for Adam. He knew he was good at topping—Adam had been one of the only men he’d ever bottomed for. Riley wasn’t particular, but most of his partners wanted him to top. He’d never expected Adam to be one of them.
“You’re so,” Riley said as he gave Adam another slow thrust, “fucking beautiful.”
“God, that’s good. You’re so good. So hot. Riles, please.”
Riley went a little faster, a little harder. He planted a hand on the mattress, bracing himself so he could find a rhythm. He fucked Adam the way he’d always dreamed while Adam gazed at him with dazed wonder.
Riley pressed his lips tight together, scared of the truths that might rattle out of him.
I don’t want you to leave.
I want to go with you.
I can’t be without you again.
I love you so much. I never stopped. I couldn’t stop.