Page 127 of The Heart

Suddenly, he reaches up, grabs both my wrists and yanks them behind me, holding them in a one-handed grip at my lower back, digging his fingers into my hip with the other and fucking into me even harder. It burns, but in the best fucking way.

Waves of pleasure pulse through my body as I let this man take whatever the fuck he wants from me.

I give him all of me.

Because I’m in love with him.

CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT

COLTON

Am I dead? Maybe I’m just in shock. That has to be it.

Leena chuckles at my reaction and I hold the naked woman closer to me, both of us still breathing heavily in the aftershock of our orgasms as we continue to watch what’s still going on right in fucking front of us.

Not only did Leena just get offwhileI was tattooing her, which was goddamn hot as fuck, but she let all three of us fuck her. Andgod,her men giving me permission to take her ass?

I’m going to bake them a fucking cake later.

But having the best sex I’ve ever had in my entire fucking life is not what has me in shock. In a daze?Sure.I’ll be thinking about this moment for the rest of my goddamn life.

No, what has me in shock is watching the best Dom I’ve ever met let Luke slam him onto the table by his throat and fucking rail him.

I never thought I’d see it. Never even imagined it. Watching Sebastian bottom is against the natural order of life its-fucking-self.

Butfuck.

The shows I choreograph don’t even fucking compare to what I’m witnessing right now. This shit has my cock nearly hard again already.

When it’s all over, I let out a long breath and stare wide-eyed at Leena.

“I know,” she says, a little breathless. “See what I have to live with? I’m horny all the fucking time,” she grumbles, sliding carefully off my lap.

I wince when she does, my hip is throbbing.Fuck, that’s going to hurt in the morning.

“And that’s a bad thing?” I smirk at her, taking in the sight of her perfect body standing before me. She’s so fucking beautiful. She let me tattoo that perfect skin.

Her first tattoo.

Fuck,that’s a big deal. It makes me feel…important.

“It’s a bad thing when they do this…” She gestures to where the two naked men are lying on the pool table, holding each other and making out slowly.Hot.I blink, turning back to her. “...right when we have somewhere to be. It ruins my underwear and usually makes us late for work.”

I smile, enjoying watching her as she slides her leggings back on.

“But you love it,” Luke says, striding over, pulling her into his arms and giving her an equally heart-throbbing kiss. Then Sebastian is behind her, and she turns, standing up on her toes to kiss him. My heart aches a little at the sight of the three of them together like this. Because I don’t know how much longer they’ll let me hang around their relationship.

Leena gave me her heart, and I intend to keep it. I intend to keep her. I’m just not sure where I fit in exactly… Sure, the sex is great, it’s always been that way with Luke and Sebastian. But what about the rest of it? How will this even work?

Will I only get to see Leena on nights the guys are busy? Go out for dates and then drop her back off at their home? And she mentionedkids?

Holy shit. I can’t even go there.

How am I supposed to tell her that I don’t want children? Then again, how could I not love them if they’re hers?

I know they gave me a key, but I feel like that was more out of pity than an invitation to stay. Sebastian seems annoyed with me more often than not, and Luke is too busy doting on Leena to even notice I’m around half the time.

My heart suddenly aches as I watch them hold each other. I think back over the last few weeks, about what just happened… and I realize that I was wrong before. Leena’s not the only thing I’ve ever wanted and couldn’t have.

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