Page 110 of Is It Casual Now?

“Are you really sure about that?” Siena asked as her chest rose and fell faster and her hands found Jamie’s hips.

“I want to make love to you.” Jamie stopped the short quick kisses she had been peppering Siena’s neck with and captured her lips instead. Siena moaned into her mouth as Jamie’s hands found Siena’s breasts under the silk camisole.

“Please,” Siena whined.

Jamie teased the nipples into erect buds.

“Please, what?” Jamie asked, moving her hips a little faster.

“Please.” Siena gasped as Jamie squeezed one erect nipple between thumb and forefinger. “Please make love to me.”

“I thought you’d never ask.” Jamie removed her dominant hand from Siena’s breast, dancing her fingers lightly down Siena’s stomach.

“Hold onto me?” Jamie asked.

“I’m never going to let you go,” Siena replied.

Jamie couldn’t wait any longer. Lifting herself just a little off of Siena’s lap, she slipped her hand between the two of them.

“Mmm,” Jamie moaned as she brushed her fingers across wet cotton.

“You make me so wet. I’ve never gone commando so many times in my life, and it’s all thanks to you.”

“Maybe you should start having a spare pair in your bag.” Jamie chuckled lightly, but satisfaction rolled through her. She’d never done that for someone else.

“Maybe,” Siena said, catching her breath as Jamie maneuvered her hand beneath the elastic waist band and found the slick folds beneath.

“Or you could just start out commando and save yourself the laundry.”

Siena might have laughed at some other time, but Jamie wasn’t offended. She was enjoying the feeling of Siena’s nails biting into the skin on her back through the fabric of her dress.

“Can I touch you?”

“Yes,” Jamie said as her fingers circled Siena’s entrance, her hips grinding harder and faster, and her breath keeping up.

Siena didn’t bother with trying to rid Jamie of any clothes, thankfully, as she found her way beneath the hem of the dress and into Jamie’s underwear faster than Jamie thought possible.

“Impressive.”

“Just wait until I fill you up.”

“Oh, you already do.”

As they worked each other up, Jamie filled with memories, and not just the good ones. Her mind drifted to those moments when her heart had hurt so much from being filled with shame and doubt. Those moments of never being enough, never being the good one. The one everyone despised.

“Hey, stay with me, baby.” Siena’s soft voice pulled Jamie from the spiraling thoughts, and when their eyes met, the pain she feared would envelop her fled from the truth of her love for Siena, and Siena’s love for her.

“I’m here.”

“Good girl,” Siena purred and Jamie’s breath caught.

“Can I be inside you?”

“Yes. Can I return the favor?”

“Oh yes.”

As Jamie eased down onto Siena’s fingers, she slid her own into Siena. She imagined all the amazing and wonderful things that might happen if she truly let herself believe all the things she saw in Siena’s eyes.

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