He nipped at my earlobe, which sent a sudden spark directly between my legs. I lifted my hips to meet him. He ground against me. I didn’t have any panties on, so my sweats became soaked with my arousal.
He held himself up on one elbow and tugged my t-shirt up. Once my chest was bare, he stared at my breasts. “I used to imagine this moment,” he said. In those days, we’d kissed and our hands had wandered now and then, but always over our clothes.
I hadn’t imagined the moment, not specifically. My fantasies had been about escaping our clan. But he was well-aware of that now. I didn’t need to bring it up. “You don’t have to imagine it now,” I managed to say.
He closed his mouth over my left breast. I shut my eyes and let my head roll to the side, panting. This was already better than I’d expected. When he moved to the right breast, and licked over my nipple, I grabbed the sheet in my fists to keep from screaming. “Owen.”
“Eve,” he said. He moved on to my stomach, kissing his way down to my waist. He tugged the ratty sweatpants off, exposing my sex to the air. He tossed my pants to the floor. He moved back up to lie next to me, taking my left knee and gently pushing it up.
More cool air between my legs. I clenched them together, needing friction. “I’m ready.”
“Not yet,” he said. He pushed my legs apart and lowered his hand between my legs. He teased my clit with just one finger.
I thrashed on the bed, until he held me down with one hand. “If you need to come, let it happen.”
I threw my head back. I couldn’t control myself. How had I gone from running from Owen, to giving him this level of trust? I was no longer in tune with my bear, the way I had once been. But my bear was obviously content to give herself over to Owen.
He pushed one finger into my body. “Feel good?”
“You know it does.”
He added another finger. I tugged at his shirt. “Take your clothes off too,” I pleaded. He pulled away for a second, long enough to strip. I’d seen him naked, but never in this context. A strong instinct stirred inside me. I wanted his cock.
I reached down to touch his erection. I found I liked the heavy feel of it.“I want this inside me.”
He groaned. “Patience. It’s going to hurt if you rush it.”
“I can take it.”
“I know you can. It’s not about taking it. It’s about feeling good.”
He pushed his fingers back into me, this time adding a third. It was a snug fit, but as wet as I was, it didn’t hurt. He slid his fingers in and out, and rubbed my clit with his thumb. Without much warning, my body seized up, Owen gave me the first orgasm I’d ever had with a partner. I shuddered while my body pulsed against Owen’s fingers.
“Now you’re ready,” he said. He knelt in between my legs, gently pushing into me even though I could feel his urgency.
Twenty-four hours ago, I’d have punched someone who’d told me I’d beg for Owen’s cock, but in that moment, I’d never wanted something so much in my life. “Owen, fuck me,” I panted, as I spread my legs wide.
Owen
Eve lay in front of me, legs spread wide, her pussy glistening. Her dark hair fanned out on the pillow. Her eyes were half closed. I wanted every part of her. I needed to be inside her.
“Do you want me to use protection?” I asked. She wouldn’t get pregnant outside of a heat, and shifters didn’t tend to get human diseases.
“No. I want to feel you,” she said.
Oh God. I’d been hard since she walked out of the bathroom in that towel. Once she told me she was a virgin, my erection had turned to stone. Now my cock throbbed as I slid the head over her slick folds.
“Owen,” she moaned. “Now.”
Mine, my bear said.Don’t let her run away again.
I wish I had as much sway with Eve as my bear thought I did.
I pressed my cock into her entrance. The rush of heat surged through my entire body. I bowed my head for a brief second. I went slowly, inch by inch. Her entrance was tight, and her body resisted me. I paused and looked at her face, watching. Her jaw clenched, but her eyes were open, and focused on me.
She shook her head. “Don’t stop.”
I pressed forward. The feeling of her slick heat on my cock sent a shiver down my spine. I’d been with a few human women, a few shifters, and even an omega. But nothing was like being with Eve. My body and my mind knew she was supposed to be my mate. We would have spent our entire lives together, intertwined in every way, until she’d ripped her presence away from me.