“As long as I do the required work, there shouldn’t be any problems, should there?” I returned impatiently, and he raised his eyebrows again, but this time...with interest.
“You seem to have a lot of confidence in your performance.”
He stepped closer. And inwardly I trembled because of his statue.
This man was tall, three heads taller than me.
I wanted to take a deep breath to calm down inside, which was a mistake, because a pleasant citrus scent floated toward me, mixed with male pheromones that could only have come from him.
Something in my traitorous stomach began to tingle. And I stepped backward.
Something sharp pricked my waist and as I turned around, I saw one of the piles of papers that the professor must have placed on the edge drop to the floor and scatter behind his desk.
For heaven’s sake...
I quickly bent down to clear up the mess I had made and grabbed the first few sheets of paper.
I saw him bend down as well and sped up.
“I’m...” I paused as I spotted the black ink rune on the parchment in front of me, and memories flashed through my mind. Memories I wished Gloria had erased. “...sorry.”
I couldn’t help but stare at the rune. A jagged, serpentine mark with three rounds of circles, decorated with splashes of ink.
The last time I had seen a mark like this, it had been in a forbidden book. The woman who had owned it had been robbed of her memory in front of the Circle and the Councils, and the book had been burned. The reason:Umbra. Shadow magic. Magic, I didn’t know much about simply because we werenot allowedto know anything about it, let alone mention it at all.
I spotted another mark.
Suddenly, his warm hand brushed mine as the professor reached for the paper, and only now I noticed the simple golden double ring on his finger.
Without removing my hand from his paper, I looked up.
His bright green eyes sparkled with indecision, eyeing mine.
“Julie...” he whispered, tugging at the paper and I finally loosened my grip.
“I’m sorry...” I replied just as quietly, realizing too late what he had just called me...and how forbidden good it had sounded...and how forbidden those marks there on that sheet were.
I stared at him while he tidied up the rest of the papers with a working jaw. I shook my head absentmindedly and reached for the pieces of paper under my feet.
As I handed them to him, his gaze lingered on my wrist.
My gray wool sweater had ridden up a bit, revealing my forearm...or rather, the thirty-seven faded scars and the two new ones.
He stared directly at it, his features tense.
My fingers began to tingle with a traitorous coolness.
I shot upwards.
He did, too.
Our eyes met...
That was too much.
“I’m really sorry,” I pressed out somehow, brushing a strand of hair behind my ears and turning around.
Before my insecurity could express itself inanyway, I ran back to my seat and sat down, glad that none of the other students had noticed.