Page 183 of The Blairville Legacies

More warmth.

And even more warmth.

And my breathing immediately quickened again.

Oh, no. No, no, no, no, no...

The thought that he was sitting somewhere ten meters away in another lecture hall left me breathless.

On the one hand, I felt so wrong, like I was lying to him because I was too much of a coward. On the other hand, he was human, and therefore completely misplaced in my complicated world.

While Erik typed his answer, I looked around the lecture hall. Nash and his guys had just entered the hall, and he looked up from his smartphone, spotting Emely, then me, next to her. His eyes darkened and his expression hardened. Luckily, his buddies pushed him into the next best row of seats.

I looked at my cell phone again.

It took Erik a long time before he finally answered.

My face was literally glowing now.

He wanted to text with you, Julie.

How had I come up with the idea that he would ask fora meetingagain? Erik knew my inhibitions and respected them.

WasIperhaps the one who secretly wished to be friends with him in real life?

I had never had any friends, especially not outside the Circle. Grace and I had grown up together, or rather, had growntogetherthrough similar problems due to our backgrounds. We were united in many ways, except for our attitude toward the Circle. While she tried to immerse herself in it all, I stayed in the background and suffered from the countless duties as Discipulus.

I had thought I was socially incapable of finding someone else, or even someone with whom I could share so many personal things.

“Whoever this Erik is, he seems to care about you.”

I pulled my phone to my chest, startled.

Larissa grinned.

“Your boyfriend?”

I felt my cheeks almost burn.

“You have a secret boyfriend?” she continued, turning to face me completely. “How did you get together?”

There was a gleam in her eyes.

I looked at her ashamed, shook my head quickly and looked around, hoping no one had heard us.

“You’re not even together yet? Oh my God!”

“Larissa!”

I signaled her not to be so loud and just hoped she’d back down. She just grinned at me with a mischievous expression.

The thought that Erik could be my boyfriend in a romantic sense gave me a violent shock and I immediately pushed it aside.

I had no room for something like that in my life.

“I’ll talk to you about it sooner or later,” Larissa said with the same look on her face.

I just hoped she would forget about it.

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